WHILE ANGELS ON THEIR WAY CHERUBS AT PLAY:
Ben Couwenbergsee rumi , like me, could see we are so breaking through barriers, onto'ses which is the forward backward impinging asymptoty model I have as a note. This notion that concresent nexi of completion already exist in the higher spiritual dimension of themselves in this infinite timeless domain we seem to be racing tward at literal light speed.
The notion is somehow all is complete somewhere at an other end and on the way its like some buddhas have noted a sort of journey of rememberence rather than do-ance; that every crack over the naked singularity to a new onto's or every quantum unmeasurable leap around a new corner is somehow a pre-destined lighted pathway, wherein the light is shone more and more brighter and the bricks of the yellow brick road fall together faster and faster.
I call it forward since we seem to be going that way from the 3rd dimensional perspective, this 3rd dimensional eddy or pool off the main flow seems to be our neck of the woods and wherein all of creation as we know it is downloaded into. From the 3rd dimensionality there appears continuous stepping stones or a linear path/arrow which accretes time consecutively, as 9th dimensional spiritual circular time waves crash upon the shore and pour into the 3rd dimensional eddy that is your life path your reality, your fairytale.
Backward, due to the nature of not being able to see infront of us which feels like I cant see behind my back and I am falling ever backward so to speak. Also to re-iterate rumi's quote, it seems/feels asif we are always going back to these 'future state ideals' (or 'timeless infinite ideals' I should call them), thus asif somehow 'we' the collective universal mind or whatever, has already been there, somehow, but it is asif this spiritual neunomenousa content has no existence (as the disconnected brainmind seem to define existence as 'seeing is believing' and physical 2nd dimensional structural objects) yet until it becomes, and is beheld ,3rd dimensionally or as objects 2nd dimensionally or as emotionality and tangentiality of 4th dimensional variety.
impinging as the model is somehow fractally impinging or compressing and complexifying its content, this is where the idea of each new onto's being a naked singularity and a concresence completion comes in. (2012 being an excellent, the best period to study for this, as it may have been a huge 20 billion yr cycle, thus lots to see).
The idea is here already in the above paragraph of asymptoty, but thorough definition realization and understanding moreover need be had surrounding this word (see my note backward forward impinging asymptoty model in bensnotes.weebly.com)
To any scholars who ever read this, i leave this on your doorstep like you may leave a baby at an orphanage. Because i KNOW this has reality, or that it is. I can see it. I am 100% sure that there will be physical correlates to this, i am at present not sure what they may be, whether it may be a certain super galactic cluster orbit upon another super galactic clusters orbit and that correlates to a certain epoch of time, i am not sure, but the phsyical correlates would go along these sorts of astrophysical lines is my guess. look at this thing along those sorts of lines is the message.
It is asif we are falling backward whilst yet going forward ("arrow of time") and the epochs are impinging into one another this is very evident from terrence mckennas time wave zero for instance which i believe to be tracings of 9th dimensional divine universal pulsations.
Then all this seems to happen in a asymptotic fashion, and exponential trend fashion (with novelty being conserved) with the meaning of that the concresent points ( a concresence is more complex than its surrounding medium, einstein mckenna me are examples of concresences) are like the pyramids asymptote the gold cap stone being obviously a different and more complex stone than the other stones in the pyramid.
\The idea is that the future is written and we are pulled from it not pushed from the less complex state past, and that the singularity lay ahead not behind.
"before the path is chosen the journey has already begun"~vulcun philosophy.
Impinging forward backward asymptoty model OR Impinging backward forward asymptoty model:
So, impinging? like cenripetal, and youknow obviously the time wave zero by terrence could show you more symbolicly on that word. especially that action he pulls with his hands fingers out to in, anyway impinging. concresence of essence.
forward and the backward part? well its like your falling backward yet going forward, seemingly like we r going forward with an "arrow of time" yet falling backward unfolding like the picture. like a falling backward to a start point (our lives are constantly being lived in reverse, see that quote below).
asymptoty, like a pyramid i imagine as asymptoty with the gold cap stone being the concressive asymptote, notice it is gold and all the other blocks of the pyramid are ordinary, making the cap stone a concresence more complex than the medium its in.
ok so i have looked at this word again and this time i noticed in wikipedia
"The word asymptote is derived from the Greek ἀσύμπτωτος (asumptotos) which means "not falling together,"" from analytical geometry.
which would be the opposite of what i mean here.. as the model im describing and seeing in reality, what this webpage is about, is a coming together...
I do say i told you somewhere below, that theres many definitions when i first looked up this word. and how i mean it.
But hey this one pretty much sides with what im saying here 'asymptotic impinging model of reality' taken from asymptotic analysis wiki page above.
"An asymptotic expansion of a function f(x) is in practice an expression of that function in terms of a series, the partial sums of which do not necessarily converge, but such that taking any initial partial sum provides an asymptotic formula for f. The idea is that successive terms provide a more and more accurate description of the order of growth of f. An example is Stirling's approximation."
ahh yess that does indeed fit :D some of the notions u may overlay onto the model im describing of how reality works. een see the graph in that stirlings approximation //it converges... then hold also the idea however much of a coincidentia oppositorum it may seem, of (taken from analytical geometry after all! :D)
"In analytic geometry, an asymptote (/ˈæsɪmptoʊt/) of a curve is a line such that the distance between the curve and the line approaches zero as they tend to infinity."
omg... what do youknow, even the computational asymptotical defining can add to this model im trying to describe;
"A consequence of an algorithm being asymptotically optimal is that, for large enough inputs, no algorithm can outperform it by more than a constant factor. For this reason, asymptotically optimal algorithms are often seen as the "end of the line" in research, the attaining of a result that cannot be dramatically improved upon. Conversely, if an algorithm is not asymptotically optimal, this implies that as the input grows in size, the algorithm performs increasingly worse than the best possible algorithm. "
how so? well think about how it said "asymptotically optimal algorithms are often seen as the "end of the line" in research, the attaining of a result that cannot be dramatically improved upon. " well that sides with how concressence works ! everything is always squeezed through the end tip of the imaginary cone ! and concressed. passed through the eye of the needle so to speak... the place where reality concresses is the end of the line, the result or the concresence cannot be dramatically improved upon(until the next concresent point).
omg. and i can also take from the asymptotic curve defining :o oh wow now i know for sure i was using the right word :D
"an asymptotic curve is a curve always tangent to an asymptotic direction of the surface (where they exist)." ok.. how so ben? ok heres how, i laughed firstly at "where they exist" LOL! as it connected in my brain immediately, to who? lives? lol i thought ohyeh! the people, surface people, (i consider myself a multidimensional higher digital being and not a surface organic portal) , SO> the asymptotic curve of reality is a curve always tangent or parallel (in an neunomenosa intangible behind the veil notion ofcourse) to the surface or phsyicality. : D quote time! "the asymptotic curve of reality is always tangent to the vector entropy, or universal river flow of light"
Remember that spiritual REALITY (didnt say life style) is symbolic. not pragamatic. Here in this model and note we are attempting to phenomenize the neunomenous workings of reality and of the way and the flow.
Ben Couwenberg
The notion is somehow all is complete somewhere at an other end and on the way its like some buddhas have noted a sort of journey of rememberence rather than do-ance; that every crack over the naked singularity to a new onto's or every quantum unmeasurable leap around a new corner is somehow a pre-destined lighted pathway, wherein the light is shone more and more brighter and the bricks of the yellow brick road fall together faster and faster.
I call it forward since we seem to be going that way from the 3rd dimensional perspective, this 3rd dimensional eddy or pool off the main flow seems to be our neck of the woods and wherein all of creation as we know it is downloaded into. From the 3rd dimensionality there appears continuous stepping stones or a linear path/arrow which accretes time consecutively, as 9th dimensional spiritual circular time waves crash upon the shore and pour into the 3rd dimensional eddy that is your life path your reality, your fairytale.
Backward, due to the nature of not being able to see infront of us which feels like I cant see behind my back and I am falling ever backward so to speak. Also to re-iterate rumi's quote, it seems/feels asif we are always going back to these 'future state ideals' (or 'timeless infinite ideals' I should call them), thus asif somehow 'we' the collective universal mind or whatever, has already been there, somehow, but it is asif this spiritual neunomenousa content has no existence (as the disconnected brainmind seem to define existence as 'seeing is believing' and physical 2nd dimensional structural objects) yet until it becomes, and is beheld ,3rd dimensionally or as objects 2nd dimensionally or as emotionality and tangentiality of 4th dimensional variety.
impinging as the model is somehow fractally impinging or compressing and complexifying its content, this is where the idea of each new onto's being a naked singularity and a concresence completion comes in. (2012 being an excellent, the best period to study for this, as it may have been a huge 20 billion yr cycle, thus lots to see).
The idea is here already in the above paragraph of asymptoty, but thorough definition realization and understanding moreover need be had surrounding this word (see my note backward forward impinging asymptoty model in bensnotes.weebly.com)
To any scholars who ever read this, i leave this on your doorstep like you may leave a baby at an orphanage. Because i KNOW this has reality, or that it is. I can see it. I am 100% sure that there will be physical correlates to this, i am at present not sure what they may be, whether it may be a certain super galactic cluster orbit upon another super galactic clusters orbit and that correlates to a certain epoch of time, i am not sure, but the phsyical correlates would go along these sorts of astrophysical lines is my guess. look at this thing along those sorts of lines is the message.
It is asif we are falling backward whilst yet going forward ("arrow of time") and the epochs are impinging into one another this is very evident from terrence mckennas time wave zero for instance which i believe to be tracings of 9th dimensional divine universal pulsations.
Then all this seems to happen in a asymptotic fashion, and exponential trend fashion (with novelty being conserved) with the meaning of that the concresent points ( a concresence is more complex than its surrounding medium, einstein mckenna me are examples of concresences) are like the pyramids asymptote the gold cap stone being obviously a different and more complex stone than the other stones in the pyramid.
\The idea is that the future is written and we are pulled from it not pushed from the less complex state past, and that the singularity lay ahead not behind.
"before the path is chosen the journey has already begun"~vulcun philosophy.
Impinging forward backward asymptoty model OR Impinging backward forward asymptoty model:
So, impinging? like cenripetal, and youknow obviously the time wave zero by terrence could show you more symbolicly on that word. especially that action he pulls with his hands fingers out to in, anyway impinging. concresence of essence.
forward and the backward part? well its like your falling backward yet going forward, seemingly like we r going forward with an "arrow of time" yet falling backward unfolding like the picture. like a falling backward to a start point (our lives are constantly being lived in reverse, see that quote below).
asymptoty, like a pyramid i imagine as asymptoty with the gold cap stone being the concressive asymptote, notice it is gold and all the other blocks of the pyramid are ordinary, making the cap stone a concresence more complex than the medium its in.
ok so i have looked at this word again and this time i noticed in wikipedia
"The word asymptote is derived from the Greek ἀσύμπτωτος (asumptotos) which means "not falling together,"" from analytical geometry.
which would be the opposite of what i mean here.. as the model im describing and seeing in reality, what this webpage is about, is a coming together...
- Asymptote, a line that a curve approaches as the independent variable tends to some value (analytical geometry)
- Asymptote Architecture, an architectural design firm
- Asymptote (vector graphics language)
- Asymptotic analysis, a method for describing limiting behaviour
- Asymptotic computational complexity, in theory of computation
- Asymptotic curve, a concept in differential geometry
- Asymptotic expansion
- Method of matched asymptotic expansions, a method in mathematics for computing the solution to a singularly perturbed problem such as a boundary layer in a fluid flow
I do say i told you somewhere below, that theres many definitions when i first looked up this word. and how i mean it.
But hey this one pretty much sides with what im saying here 'asymptotic impinging model of reality' taken from asymptotic analysis wiki page above.
"An asymptotic expansion of a function f(x) is in practice an expression of that function in terms of a series, the partial sums of which do not necessarily converge, but such that taking any initial partial sum provides an asymptotic formula for f. The idea is that successive terms provide a more and more accurate description of the order of growth of f. An example is Stirling's approximation."
ahh yess that does indeed fit :D some of the notions u may overlay onto the model im describing of how reality works. een see the graph in that stirlings approximation //it converges... then hold also the idea however much of a coincidentia oppositorum it may seem, of (taken from analytical geometry after all! :D)
"In analytic geometry, an asymptote (/ˈæsɪmptoʊt/) of a curve is a line such that the distance between the curve and the line approaches zero as they tend to infinity."
omg... what do youknow, even the computational asymptotical defining can add to this model im trying to describe;
"A consequence of an algorithm being asymptotically optimal is that, for large enough inputs, no algorithm can outperform it by more than a constant factor. For this reason, asymptotically optimal algorithms are often seen as the "end of the line" in research, the attaining of a result that cannot be dramatically improved upon. Conversely, if an algorithm is not asymptotically optimal, this implies that as the input grows in size, the algorithm performs increasingly worse than the best possible algorithm. "
how so? well think about how it said "asymptotically optimal algorithms are often seen as the "end of the line" in research, the attaining of a result that cannot be dramatically improved upon. " well that sides with how concressence works ! everything is always squeezed through the end tip of the imaginary cone ! and concressed. passed through the eye of the needle so to speak... the place where reality concresses is the end of the line, the result or the concresence cannot be dramatically improved upon(until the next concresent point).
omg. and i can also take from the asymptotic curve defining :o oh wow now i know for sure i was using the right word :D
"an asymptotic curve is a curve always tangent to an asymptotic direction of the surface (where they exist)." ok.. how so ben? ok heres how, i laughed firstly at "where they exist" LOL! as it connected in my brain immediately, to who? lives? lol i thought ohyeh! the people, surface people, (i consider myself a multidimensional higher digital being and not a surface organic portal) , SO> the asymptotic curve of reality is a curve always tangent or parallel (in an neunomenosa intangible behind the veil notion ofcourse) to the surface or phsyicality. : D quote time! "the asymptotic curve of reality is always tangent to the vector entropy, or universal river flow of light"
Remember that spiritual REALITY (didnt say life style) is symbolic. not pragamatic. Here in this model and note we are attempting to phenomenize the neunomenous workings of reality and of the way and the flow.
mmm indeed, gracius gracias , love is at the concresent white head light points of golden love as we are pulled toward the 'future'. ~benjamin couwenberg from www.consciousazine.com
"Some how it is like our lives havn't even happened. As if they have already occurred. You will catch glances of this. I suspect those who live in the years beyond me will catch increasing glances of this. This is because of the asymptotic impinging forward backward model of physicality. It all accrues in a 3rd dimensionality a zonal reality, yet disappears and reappears out of the fold. "~benjamin couwenberg 2015
onward inward upward, an the higher the more future. ~ :*
its weird like the neunomenous attracts the phenomenous, its interesting isnt it, its almost asif it makes the opposite of sense, note others throughout history noticing what i am noticing.
Voices In The Head:
A re occurring theme throughout history. Often by 'great' people.
Angels? teachers of light STAR (Super toriodal axiom reverberators) beings? AND/OR "these are not your thoughts these are the thoughts of the gaian matrix as these waves mesh and impinge and.." ~terrence mckenna time wave zero 1995.
I suspect, as i benjamin couwenberg also other indigos (people that go into higher selves mode) receive pings or high pitch downloads, It was said by some famous music saviont (savy person) whose name i forgot, 'the angels speak in vowels" not syllables.
The voices in the head, your head, is a voice you construct, you parse the information, understand the word parse i took from computer science. never mind that but notice its origins, There is a hi pitch enterence to sudden realizations (this is how i concluded above with a fallacious begging the question argument, question of Angels?. Separately note this shows our oneness with the universe 'all is one') . And accompanying visualization are experienced in the third eye (if ones eye is revealed and able) looking up true da crown. spontaneous glossilalia. Note the light body or third eye relative nature is future orientated nature and fits with the being pulled from the future model >http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
and that the third eye, "eye of horus" area (horus being STAR being relational! see?? connect the dots) to the dowists is known for apt reason as the crystal room and 'seat of the soul' by Rene Descartes, for reason! (after his! angel experience/ which told him, one of the modern founders of science, that the conquest over nature is to be achieved via number and measure, than he began creating calculus at the rate a grad student learns it, it was like channeling isnt ).
Hence we can conclude that you are not necessarily crazy for hearing ''voices pop into your head'. who r u really anyway? think about what makes up u.
It is also recommended the nomenclature surroundings be changed, from crazy person to bright ones. who r not dim lol :P (ah they had it backward through history)
~ben~jamin couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
p.s. how i said they had it backward through history, well also to add to that, i saw how 2012 was a "turning point" as some said and it was like through history we were looking backward more, what did our ancestors do what did so and so do to overcome so and so and etc, and asif in 2012 we sort of turned the other way to face forward more, its relational to it being a white head point of concresent novelty this 2012 phenomena, densely informational complex domain. Terence McKenna - Timewave Zero
Michelle Skinner but doesn't that make singularity obsolete?Consciousazine no i dont see that, do u understand the concresent white heads, with the word impinging and so forth, if u read through the note its noted there a few times, so thats then something if i were a reader i would look into. like how in cymatics the pattern becomes more complex with higher pitch.. u should see the picture being put forth after a while..{somehow this happens coinciding with singularity via multiplicity, and yes it appears stranger than u can suppose} also because we dont know complete proces ees, doesnt mean its not occurring.
"Some how it is like our lives havn't even happened. As if they have already occurred. You will catch glances of this. I suspect those who live in the years beyond me will catch increasing glances of this. This is because of the asymptotic impinging forward backward model of physicality. It all accrues in a 3rd dimensionality a zonal reality, yet disappears and reappears out of the fold. "~benjamin couwenberg 2015
onward inward upward, an the higher the more future. ~ :*
its weird like the neunomenous attracts the phenomenous, its interesting isnt it, its almost asif it makes the opposite of sense, note others throughout history noticing what i am noticing.
Voices In The Head:
A re occurring theme throughout history. Often by 'great' people.
Angels? teachers of light STAR (Super toriodal axiom reverberators) beings? AND/OR "these are not your thoughts these are the thoughts of the gaian matrix as these waves mesh and impinge and.." ~terrence mckenna time wave zero 1995.
I suspect, as i benjamin couwenberg also other indigos (people that go into higher selves mode) receive pings or high pitch downloads, It was said by some famous music saviont (savy person) whose name i forgot, 'the angels speak in vowels" not syllables.
The voices in the head, your head, is a voice you construct, you parse the information, understand the word parse i took from computer science. never mind that but notice its origins, There is a hi pitch enterence to sudden realizations (this is how i concluded above with a fallacious begging the question argument, question of Angels?. Separately note this shows our oneness with the universe 'all is one') . And accompanying visualization are experienced in the third eye (if ones eye is revealed and able) looking up true da crown. spontaneous glossilalia. Note the light body or third eye relative nature is future orientated nature and fits with the being pulled from the future model >http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
and that the third eye, "eye of horus" area (horus being STAR being relational! see?? connect the dots) to the dowists is known for apt reason as the crystal room and 'seat of the soul' by Rene Descartes, for reason! (after his! angel experience/ which told him, one of the modern founders of science, that the conquest over nature is to be achieved via number and measure, than he began creating calculus at the rate a grad student learns it, it was like channeling isnt ).
Hence we can conclude that you are not necessarily crazy for hearing ''voices pop into your head'. who r u really anyway? think about what makes up u.
It is also recommended the nomenclature surroundings be changed, from crazy person to bright ones. who r not dim lol :P (ah they had it backward through history)
~ben~jamin couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
p.s. how i said they had it backward through history, well also to add to that, i saw how 2012 was a "turning point" as some said and it was like through history we were looking backward more, what did our ancestors do what did so and so do to overcome so and so and etc, and asif in 2012 we sort of turned the other way to face forward more, its relational to it being a white head point of concresent novelty this 2012 phenomena, densely informational complex domain. Terence McKenna - Timewave Zero
Michelle Skinner but doesn't that make singularity obsolete?Consciousazine no i dont see that, do u understand the concresent white heads, with the word impinging and so forth, if u read through the note its noted there a few times, so thats then something if i were a reader i would look into. like how in cymatics the pattern becomes more complex with higher pitch.. u should see the picture being put forth after a while..{somehow this happens coinciding with singularity via multiplicity, and yes it appears stranger than u can suppose} also because we dont know complete proces ees, doesnt mean its not occurring.
(picture: yes it is meant to be partly visible ! don't u get it? .. just as this universal idea is partly visible. im sure others will come along and help unfold it unfurl it)
analogy; u want to know what my 'genius' brain looks like? -well imagine a density of connection that u cant imagine :)
simple see?
it is explainable via a meta ambigua concept or higher meta concept.and then u could obviously go into specific explanations youknow.
this is how the universe works. 'the asymptotic impinging backward forward model' = the way the future pulls with reason not we r being pushed from the past, occured occurs in the similar way-end state ideals are the end attractor concresence points, like one day a humanity or global species would be born meaning certain things had to be gone through along the way u see YET all the time being pulled beneath the surface by the concept of a one humanity, like god is an end state ideal we always striving toward.
i call it backward forward model because its asif stranger han u can suppose, asif the end was the beginning in some fashion, see the end state ideals as an example always were, neunomenously conceptully, but pragmatically physically tangible barriers had to be broken to get to the manifestation of the end state ideal. i think along these lines is ho the universe actually works..
u have to understand the whole ideas surrounding concresence and white head points or a great example is what iv called 2012 phenomena -genesis singularis- some kind of grand 20 billion yr cycle.
then remember alfred north whitehead had this whole notion that such concresences nexi of completion themselves grow together as nexi of completion.
i mean i see this clearly, im jut havin trouble englishing it, putting it into curren times communicable language.
now this is not all based on the ideas of another, terrence mckenna or alfred, terrences time wave shows us this though, vehemenatly, however i had a vision in the EYE, of this idea 6 months before even seeing any of mckennas work (youtube video lectures), which i synchronistically enough only found! 1 month before the end of the time wave itself ! lol! WHAT R THE ODDS !!! IN THE IMMENSE SCALE OF 20 BILLION YEARS THAT IN THE LAST MONTH! I RUN INTO THE VERY MATHEMATICAL CIRCULAR TIME CONCRESENCE EXPLANATION VIA MCKENNAS TIME WAVE ZERO EXPLANATION LECTURES, AS IT IS ALL ABOUT TO COME TO A WHITE HEAD ! I MEAN FOCK ME ! WHAT A INSANE CONINCIDENCE ! now that is pecular "stranger than u can suppose"~terrence mckenna, clearly this kind of stuff shows me the universe is not just happanstance.
"have u noticed because i sure have, that the big bang is a limit case of credulity, i mean its the limit case of credulity, if you'll believe that! that we are being pushed out of nowehere for no reason, then you'll believe anything"~terrence mckenna, 'history ends in green' lecture i think he said that. And indeed at the end of the time wave calibration to the 21/12/2012 end of history end date i was indeed collapsed into earth as i call it. i did i lived what terrence talked about, i see now well that i surfed the concresence to the eschaton as he said u could do..
so no wonder im pushing this model. perhaps me and the old fellow are oddly connected, somehow.. via resonances, just as different cultures throughout history operating out of different times were somehow curiously connected as he shows in his time wave zero 1995 youtube lecture (24 min version). (meaning me and alfred north white head too perhaps? hm havnt looked into his work yet as at 09/03/2014) (see its nothing to do with me or terrence or alfred, it just has come through us, we r just carriers of i presume some similar resonance(s) bringing forth some sort of understanding of reality... thats all .. ;) no biggy.. go back to your day jobs.. not like the universe is being unfolded infront of u or anything ;) )
START an evidence for against section:
According to Dr. Truscott, there may be two possible interpretations of these results. Either the atom ‘decided’ how to behave based on the measurement or a future measurement affected the photon’s past http://themindunleashed.org/2015/06/new-mind-blowing-experiment-confirms-that-reality-doesnt-exist-if-you-are-not-looking-at-it.html
analogy; u want to know what my 'genius' brain looks like? -well imagine a density of connection that u cant imagine :)
simple see?
it is explainable via a meta ambigua concept or higher meta concept.and then u could obviously go into specific explanations youknow.
this is how the universe works. 'the asymptotic impinging backward forward model' = the way the future pulls with reason not we r being pushed from the past, occured occurs in the similar way-end state ideals are the end attractor concresence points, like one day a humanity or global species would be born meaning certain things had to be gone through along the way u see YET all the time being pulled beneath the surface by the concept of a one humanity, like god is an end state ideal we always striving toward.
i call it backward forward model because its asif stranger han u can suppose, asif the end was the beginning in some fashion, see the end state ideals as an example always were, neunomenously conceptully, but pragmatically physically tangible barriers had to be broken to get to the manifestation of the end state ideal. i think along these lines is ho the universe actually works..
u have to understand the whole ideas surrounding concresence and white head points or a great example is what iv called 2012 phenomena -genesis singularis- some kind of grand 20 billion yr cycle.
then remember alfred north whitehead had this whole notion that such concresences nexi of completion themselves grow together as nexi of completion.
i mean i see this clearly, im jut havin trouble englishing it, putting it into curren times communicable language.
now this is not all based on the ideas of another, terrence mckenna or alfred, terrences time wave shows us this though, vehemenatly, however i had a vision in the EYE, of this idea 6 months before even seeing any of mckennas work (youtube video lectures), which i synchronistically enough only found! 1 month before the end of the time wave itself ! lol! WHAT R THE ODDS !!! IN THE IMMENSE SCALE OF 20 BILLION YEARS THAT IN THE LAST MONTH! I RUN INTO THE VERY MATHEMATICAL CIRCULAR TIME CONCRESENCE EXPLANATION VIA MCKENNAS TIME WAVE ZERO EXPLANATION LECTURES, AS IT IS ALL ABOUT TO COME TO A WHITE HEAD ! I MEAN FOCK ME ! WHAT A INSANE CONINCIDENCE ! now that is pecular "stranger than u can suppose"~terrence mckenna, clearly this kind of stuff shows me the universe is not just happanstance.
"have u noticed because i sure have, that the big bang is a limit case of credulity, i mean its the limit case of credulity, if you'll believe that! that we are being pushed out of nowehere for no reason, then you'll believe anything"~terrence mckenna, 'history ends in green' lecture i think he said that. And indeed at the end of the time wave calibration to the 21/12/2012 end of history end date i was indeed collapsed into earth as i call it. i did i lived what terrence talked about, i see now well that i surfed the concresence to the eschaton as he said u could do..
so no wonder im pushing this model. perhaps me and the old fellow are oddly connected, somehow.. via resonances, just as different cultures throughout history operating out of different times were somehow curiously connected as he shows in his time wave zero 1995 youtube lecture (24 min version). (meaning me and alfred north white head too perhaps? hm havnt looked into his work yet as at 09/03/2014) (see its nothing to do with me or terrence or alfred, it just has come through us, we r just carriers of i presume some similar resonance(s) bringing forth some sort of understanding of reality... thats all .. ;) no biggy.. go back to your day jobs.. not like the universe is being unfolded infront of u or anything ;) )
START an evidence for against section:
According to Dr. Truscott, there may be two possible interpretations of these results. Either the atom ‘decided’ how to behave based on the measurement or a future measurement affected the photon’s past http://themindunleashed.org/2015/06/new-mind-blowing-experiment-confirms-that-reality-doesnt-exist-if-you-are-not-looking-at-it.html
remember what i said below.. we r being pulled through the negative to the positive. that shouldv made a bell go off attached to that sentence when u read the picture.
A status spured a curious reply:
""im alright the world is shit.
dont u get it ?
no? well its just that i can see how it could be and also how it will be in ways in the future, and so this world today looks SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO inferiorrrr
i deleted me statuses because of a world of mis interpretation. but rest assured if u understood them u know i really meant it all and i do continuously feel those ways, and continue day by day.. to cut through the shit. anyway here's a quote from me > 'we are being pulled through the negative, to the positive' "http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html""
Onaline Holdding Through the neg. to the pos. <3
Ben Couwenberg yeh and loves actually at the concresent points, or white head points of all size at circle endings if u note the diagram(below time diagram), and so 2012 just to add was then like a ulta/ultra white head point with a critical mass (of what amount we speculate? only i have seen 144,000 speculated upon or as rysa5 said the millions need to be reached for the light of the 7th ray to enter into the golden age) see the white light is a make up of all of it not deviodance which was more the notion my elders swung at me during bible class. so to enter into the golden light (terminology relevant of the golden age-embeded notionality is what ur lookin at here) the white light is reached do u understand beyond the gamma and other spectra?
now lets please examination that last line. about white light is reached and beyond gamma and other spectra.. this is notionality my friends, look to the hidden of your reality this is where the gems in the rock have layn. reading between the lines of physicality so to speak. now these notionalities... ....// .. they seem to have a curious way of being realer and less ephemeral thean the poo u just shat out in the bathroom this morning..these notionalities appear to mea atleast to be what the whole of eveything all reality is based upon, notionalities like this one of the above mentioned and this one! the note this model of reality this notionality of the being pulled from future, from that attracting rather than being pushed for no reason from past limit case of credulity as mckenna said, and this whole idea of circular time see there's another one.. these notionalities appear to be their own realities. so therein it is oblvient ! obvious! that they have their own substance, that is they r not un-real or not real they r very real! as i said some or most?! seem to have more reality than ur poo this morning which was like your ego upon earth it came and went real fucken quick. ~benjamin couwenberg 2013 consciousazine.com productions.
A status spured a curious reply:
""im alright the world is shit.
dont u get it ?
no? well its just that i can see how it could be and also how it will be in ways in the future, and so this world today looks SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO inferiorrrr
i deleted me statuses because of a world of mis interpretation. but rest assured if u understood them u know i really meant it all and i do continuously feel those ways, and continue day by day.. to cut through the shit. anyway here's a quote from me > 'we are being pulled through the negative, to the positive' "http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html""
Onaline Holdding Through the neg. to the pos. <3
Ben Couwenberg yeh and loves actually at the concresent points, or white head points of all size at circle endings if u note the diagram(below time diagram), and so 2012 just to add was then like a ulta/ultra white head point with a critical mass (of what amount we speculate? only i have seen 144,000 speculated upon or as rysa5 said the millions need to be reached for the light of the 7th ray to enter into the golden age) see the white light is a make up of all of it not deviodance which was more the notion my elders swung at me during bible class. so to enter into the golden light (terminology relevant of the golden age-embeded notionality is what ur lookin at here) the white light is reached do u understand beyond the gamma and other spectra?
now lets please examination that last line. about white light is reached and beyond gamma and other spectra.. this is notionality my friends, look to the hidden of your reality this is where the gems in the rock have layn. reading between the lines of physicality so to speak. now these notionalities... ....// .. they seem to have a curious way of being realer and less ephemeral thean the poo u just shat out in the bathroom this morning..these notionalities appear to mea atleast to be what the whole of eveything all reality is based upon, notionalities like this one of the above mentioned and this one! the note this model of reality this notionality of the being pulled from future, from that attracting rather than being pushed for no reason from past limit case of credulity as mckenna said, and this whole idea of circular time see there's another one.. these notionalities appear to be their own realities. so therein it is oblvient ! obvious! that they have their own substance, that is they r not un-real or not real they r very real! as i said some or most?! seem to have more reality than ur poo this morning which was like your ego upon earth it came and went real fucken quick. ~benjamin couwenberg 2013 consciousazine.com productions.
(rough draft as.. still studying full time just had to write something up here~2013)
ALSO; 'we are being pulled through the negative, to the positive' ~Benjamin Couwenberg site creator consciousazine.com
"no one created the world.. we r actually creating it..again we r being pulled from the future not pushed from the past"
you create down through the dimensions, from your higher unfolded future self to your lower folded denser self ~benjamin couwenberg
(this was just a comment on some spiritual path article-below paragraph)
fully hue_man * as possible .. mmm pleased on the universal river flow of light , and the STAR's Super Toroidal Axiom Reverberators need our DNA, due to the forward backward asymptotic model of reality (being pulled from the future which comes from inside not being pushed from the past from big bang the limit case of credulity) and love is at the concresent points of cycles as all is recorded as it is voided, and so indeed u have access to these grids, and time has many layers and densities + ~yes consciousness is the stream of evolution~
but a lot of people think sensed stored electrical waves r consciousness, they(sensed stored electrical waves) r not conscious of themselves.
(also will put up definition of asymptotic i am running with soon, have to re-google it, i encourage u to google it in your own serendipitous synchronicity as u may walk nicely in realizant syncro city, the city of heaven on earth ;) , (i guess u would sprinkle fairy faerie dust at this point) , i noticed many different definitons of the word asymptotic or asymtoty, I ended up delving into a science definition which was pretty complex for me to grasp.
essentially asymptotic means like more and more "perfect" or completed" as u go. (also why i think carl jung could see u cant figure out archytpes fully, cuz they are future end state ideal states like the aliens coming through the eye) or like more together as u go i picture a stacking process in my mindsight eye sometimes to go with this also, along the lines i guess of what t.mckenna said 'the universe is a complexity creating and conserving machine' and along the lines of the impinging circles on the time diagram below and in sync with the resonance waves of the famed terrence mckenna time wave zero.
asymptotic is how reality works, its like more yellow bricks to the yellow brick rd as u go, more perfect as u go , comes together as u go.
I had a vision then months later i found out about one terrence mckennas time wave and that indeed to anyone looking it hints what i now call "Impinging Forward Backward Asymptoty Model" yea for reality..
Lyra Lee "the film of your life is on constant playback,walking forwards into the past -that never ending future" A.C would anyone be interested in some form of writing collaboration >?
Found this^ a few days after i wrote the below:
i notice love at the c(i)oncresence points of situations, they unify or they destroy decay fleet off into darkness-invert
pic below; veronica zumpano's comment - " seems time, factal compression time" ; compressive concresive creation. a sucking into future state.
(u might find it difficult to understand this and HOW it is happening.. and i wouldnt expect u to even look twice without understanding what Terence mckenna formulated out of iching, the time wave it shows you how novelty occurs so that is a large part of the whole understanding of how the impinging works (the cycles the epochs the creods embedded in creods-see pic below to help also), if i were u i would cover his some 40 lectures some of which are 10 hour weekend workshop recordings. but perhaps.. perhaps this will suffice u > Terence McKenna - Timewave Zero 24 minute version, but thats definitely not all required IMO, :/ i hope u see it it stops so much suffering and confusion)
this model is HOW (in one sense at least or the senses mentioned at least) the universal vector is accomplished into the 'future' state all the time, being pulled via the light body into the future in this manner, resonances impinging, unifying concresence, etc..
as rysa5 said; "The definition of an event is the crossing of energy lines of time on the grid of space creating a point of light. light is created through the interaction of time as consciousness and space as creative potential become intelligence and manifestation."?
see in here he said> "the understanding of the light body has been about a personal form that is connected to an ego. this conception was brought about by the 3rd dimensional vision of itself as the center of the universe, it is not the center it is only that which exists in time and space as a temporary event.
The definition of an event is the crossing of energy lines of time on the grid of space creating a point of light. light is created through the interaction of time as consciousness and space as creative potential become intelligence and manifestation.
Through understanding compression you are being made aware of the consolidation of time and space into an ever increasing powerful center that is in alignment with the larger energies. It is through the increased magnitization that all things are being created within the stream that flows within a much stronger current..
You are aware of the time of critical mass, as things are reaching a tipping point, that there is a change coming, u are aware there is a great deal of darkness in the world and the light is moving quickly into these areas.
It is evident that there is a very strong flow of energy(ED_see the way flow? or vector entropy-unversal river flow o flight n love), it is said that this flow of energy is LIGHT, and darkness is the pull."
I let go of everything painful caused by my experiences in Love.
I just realized HOW time IS speeding up! i was skeptical and couldnt figure it out! i got it !
before i even heard of terrence mckenna i saw youtube video the quickening and others too, the main idea of time speeding up .. this was before even i heard rysa5 say 'the final compression period' 2007-2012, and before i heard terrence mckenna say 'time is actually speeding up" like as in literally..
I always thought.. hm.. bit of a play on words maybe? .. maybe if i re think those words one day itl come to me what he actually means by time is actually speeding up.. i often thought no.. he couldnt reeely mean literally.. could he?
then i got it! as usual in my EYE the image(s) came! it snapped together in the soulminds sight eye.
so?
so look at the picture.. the circle part not the linear part but imagine the circles .. well they have drawn it for u just connect the two diagrams. imagine the circles all ah the tip of them being only what u see on the surface and the surface being the linear line .. see!!!! so? so how speeding up? well it means more of those little concresent bolded white parts on the lower circular diagram interacting on the surface linearity see! more = speeding up effect , more events in the same space.
here terrence mckenna explains the word concresence > 1hr 55min mark
Terence Mckenna - Finding your purpose, turn you back on culture and ideology
like him alfred north white head had this idea that things grow toward a nexus of completion and these nexi of completion themselves grow together into what he called the concresence, so a concresence is a domain of extremely high novelty in comparison to whatever it is embeded in. For instance u walking in the wilderness you are a concresence because you are more complex than the medium u r walking through.
as rysa5 said; "The definition of an event is the crossing of energy lines of time on the grid of space creating a point of light. light is created through the interaction of time as consciousness and space as creative potential become intelligence and manifestation."
before i even heard of terrence mckenna i saw youtube video the quickening and others too, the main idea of time speeding up .. this was before even i heard rysa5 say 'the final compression period' 2007-2012, and before i heard terrence mckenna say 'time is actually speeding up" like as in literally..
I always thought.. hm.. bit of a play on words maybe? .. maybe if i re think those words one day itl come to me what he actually means by time is actually speeding up.. i often thought no.. he couldnt reeely mean literally.. could he?
then i got it! as usual in my EYE the image(s) came! it snapped together in the soulminds sight eye.
so?
so look at the picture.. the circle part not the linear part but imagine the circles .. well they have drawn it for u just connect the two diagrams. imagine the circles all ah the tip of them being only what u see on the surface and the surface being the linear line .. see!!!! so? so how speeding up? well it means more of those little concresent bolded white parts on the lower circular diagram interacting on the surface linearity see! more = speeding up effect , more events in the same space.
here terrence mckenna explains the word concresence > 1hr 55min mark
Terence Mckenna - Finding your purpose, turn you back on culture and ideology
like him alfred north white head had this idea that things grow toward a nexus of completion and these nexi of completion themselves grow together into what he called the concresence, so a concresence is a domain of extremely high novelty in comparison to whatever it is embeded in. For instance u walking in the wilderness you are a concresence because you are more complex than the medium u r walking through.
as rysa5 said; "The definition of an event is the crossing of energy lines of time on the grid of space creating a point of light. light is created through the interaction of time as consciousness and space as creative potential become intelligence and manifestation."
We might also think of the way in which flow gracefully embodies itself in a woman’s long hair, undulating curves and delightfully swinging step. As Merlin Stone puts it, goddess divinity is “the flowing energy in the very processes of life and living. Thus Goddess would not be in a person, or tree, or river, so much as she would be the actual organic process, the flow, the changes, transitions, and transformations that the person, tree, or river go through.” ~Sophia
http://explicatednoveltdom.weebly.com/the-philosphers-stone-demystified.html
~ b. Couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
Pic Quote: "What you seek is also seeking you" ~rumi
http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
~ b. Couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
http://explicatednoveltdom.weebly.com/the-philosphers-stone-demystified.html
~ b. Couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
Pic Quote: "What you seek is also seeking you" ~rumi
http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
~ b. Couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
..title less.. ~by Benjamin Couwenberg
All that can be said is that i am special. and that you are too. one angle of reality never to be repeated
(so here is the part where u, the idiot dont follow the informational leads and hence dont know what the fuck im going on about here in this note dont understand and make your own struggle ~cover the works)
Listen, forge the way in the moment of now. (yes rich coming from me the past month i know) but this is the ultimate time travel as in the moment is the only time the future can be made;
The whole of reality is recorded as it is voided:
Walter russel wrote in the secret of light 1940`s (which was the first indigo critical mas 'first wave' bolt (flowering) wasnt it?) .
Now one must never forget the what i call "forward backward asymptoty" which lays reference to a vision i had 6 months prior to finding out about terrence mckennas time wave zero in detail in so far as his many youtube videos, now then comes along this fellow, terrence and he is telling me of what i saw!
In "Fact" (the only fact is all is fiction ~sage o thyme) this lad predicted many a thing of my life, how i literally surfed the concresence to the eschaton something he never got to finish dying body wise (but he is most surely integrated into the species like einstiens (another recipticle of clarity) corpus; relativity was) 12 years prior to the calibration of the white head point ~ terrence mckenna
[ Verónica Zumpano
mmm u and terence
Ben Couwenberg
jajajaja
no not him whathe saw
i see
what he saw
Verónica Zumpano
what saw terence?
Ben Couwenberg
i can see he saw what im seeing
the pulling from the future
and the white head points and stuff (complexity, epochs, creods, the compression of the resonances etc)
iv started to explain it some too (like the notion of white light as the most complex not deviodance like a bible class notion leaned tward, so then also see 2012 as a white head point of attraction this protean form moving beneath the surface in some sort of higher dimensionality attracted the critical mass, and the cycle concresence as refering back to the white light notion of a complexity knot)
and i did what terrence taLked about
surfed the concresence to the eschaton
so i know from direct experience everything he is talking about
u understand? i always saw the resonances i always realized i was no one line of thought or any attachment etc
i meant i generally see the forward backward asymptoty impingment of reality
Verónica Zumpano
benji
ur a kind of genious
i mena if u have the attention deficit
Ben Couwenberg
dialed to higher dimensions yes, seeing in larger pictures u see? i was always, thats why i can see easily what terrence was always hollering on about
]
the end of the time wave calibration to 21/12/2012, ending history as a circle. (remember that was just a calibration to align histories events, the time wave itself generally the time waves would continue)
Now remember all you are is a circle in hyperspatial idea a circle; time, if your naught but your ego youl be a mere dot (hint working for a corporation in 2012 systematics for your whole soultime here lol for 1 instance) seeking the comfort of null voidance of the surface, n ephemerality a fake zeitgeistial moment replaying over and over (sleep walker maximus) .
If your like these characters (indigos (in the ID (light body) go) always have character(s) (plural for archytpes plural) they r not just a replay on the surface) Einstein and Terrence Mckenna your more like a line in hyperspace rather than a dot fleeting into darkness. thats light body v ego for ya folks in the polarity your experiencing.
So anyway as reality is voided it is recorded, so not to replay your sins in a christian religious sense of heaven, but for the future, and that is why the moment of now REALIZATION is the most powerful time travel.
Remember? back to the forward backward asymptoty of reality; means succinctly, asymptotoy more n more perfect complete n that sort of notion as you go, then the forward backward is the ontology pealing stuff here guys, i had a vision 6 months before hearing about mckennas model the time wave mapping out to solidifically showing what i visionally i saw in the third eye so to speak (actually looking up true da crown). In the vision i saw how like everything added in the universe RECORDED as voided remember, or in mckennas words.. the universe is a complexity creating and conserving machine. SO i saw in my vision like how he done with his hand one time in his video which i saw months after a like retracting pulling or what he called concresence. I saw the idea. that as but one mere layer as visions are multidimensional as the future people know. so another layer was the idea that as mckenna later "englished to me" (i always saw that too everything is code and language-reality hacking? am i but STAR's? (Supper Toroidal Axiom Reverberaters), "why have a all powerful singularity in the least complex state the SO CALLED BEGINNING big bang which i say was fission and now we always fusion (concres) (see now we r diving into the backward notion of the forward backward asymptoty model of reality-being pulled from the more complex state future rather than limit case of credulity being pushed from the past for no reason out of nowhere big bang (i say fission event maximus or something which notice also fits with forward backward symptoty) when it would make more sense (youknow of reality is of meaning not as fleeting~benjamin couwenberg in a closer to home sense your body temple home) to be be being pulled from the future for a reason(s)? n more complex state rather than for no reason out of nowhere the limit case for credulity.
Now i did have that vision before i heard his stuff that is why i am so profoundly affected by it, and so keen to have this written ( things like this piece only come out they r not forcable, notice this also fits with backward forward symptoty model), so do u get the forward backward symptototy? i really hope u do because things so profound in my life as this synchronicity having a vision 7 months before the end of the time wave and 6 months before discovering all of mckennas videos on youtube. the forwardbackward asymptoty seems real now, it was like i saw it and i can see it now but not in a brainwashed version because it took a while of going i dont get it and it slowly formed together exactly all the ways i could see it in daily life, but to go further into the moment would take more capacity a human brain wouldnt have right now or computers yet either, because the smaller u go the more circles remember.. to remember.. lol .. (the monkey of me says "fuck that brain overload"). But u can see enough of these pull aways into concrescence to get it pretty quickly. Got to >understand< (NOT JUST "BELIEVE") all the words in this piece of writing such as concresence.
so u can then add during concresence everything is recorded as it is voided and surrendered into the oneness (still single light that whence all motional light cometh~which IS the secret of light) which may be akin to mckennas (always (so in every moment and time is the moving image of eternity~plato or einstein forgot)one universal magic bit(understand the IT(simulacra1 of reality) bit reference).
So we are all one (in the future the end state so to speak after all concreses) we know this if we r not the densest ego (closed pore of earth or disfunctional cell analogy) left on planet earth. So knowing is something more than believing. seems knowing is a multidimensional process like on the front of consciousazine love=light=information=knowledge (wise) <theres that multidimensional concresent singularity u see now? (wise being the still single light there).
By the way im sure we can see the future so time travel into the future with the time wave very very well and far as ill bet u can get it to help with figuring out star bursts n movements the music of the spheres themselves so to speak (STAR's).
so the wisest amongst us must always be god,as walter russel's secret of light read "when man knoweth he is me, he is me" ~ "GOD"(wise? in the equation of mine above?), and notice an accumulation process (one must really figure out how though with the word love an so forth, thats all) multidimensionally concresently asymptotic'd is (wise) in the equation and "god" some kind of end state or ultimate all omnipotent omnipresent etc etc 'being' in realization.
SO if we then come to the moment of now and we do this whole i am the genesis singularis thing (see genesis singularis page in consciousazine.com or completely understand the time wave should do you "standing outside of time" ~t.mckenna) "tetosing (teotelogical like perfection in nature) in the moment" , then , we are able to "moveing((movie;)ing) from reaction to creation is the new game "~rysa5 ("new game is" a post genesis singularis reference u see? and ur like your own god kind of deal) yes its easier said than done as we all know, then we record our own future (forwardbackward not just backward like your being sucked back to where it begins the "future state" asymptoty).
Think about karma here. the learning pushes u to more novel state, its the forward is attracting the now all the time, now the backward in this model refers to the neunomenous attracting into a pinnacle of a concresent point. like how u realize 5 things, which give u some like final gestalt realization (gestalt like more than the sum of the parts)
coming into the now moment is really the ultimate time travel. (because seeing the future is cool too and u can use that, oh the ocean will acidify at roughly this critical mass for instance, but u have to bring it into the now to do anything with it).
Everythings recorded as its voided not because gods chekin his emails kids, but because it creates the future, an the future is pulling all this together (concresence) , or itself? together. "transversing polarity to see" ~ben couwenberg life is for experience. Just seems to us its recorded when we are not in the midst of not acknowledging the forward backward asymptoty being pulled or concresed from the more complex state future, so usually" then (another past lolish reference). so its voided into surrender into the oneness so the next experiences can be ridden. see u dont create the future it creates u.
: the future pulling concresing (forward). : the backward(since we r actually the end god state who came all the way to the end of the vision (yea what i saw in ma vision dudes that the godting diddoesdowhatever) the big bang to physically experience the whole idea(s)(see how ideas concres into idea larger n larger circle embedding or ah impinging (see timewave and genesis singularis consciousazine.com page for picture of cirlcular time)) of physical experience : (asymptoty) more 'perfect(zeitgeistially in alignment with the time) or complete.
(sensed stored electrical waves are not conscious of themselves ~ secret of light) the one, the genesis singularis impingment realization is in one sense that the genesis siingularis (2012 just one grand cycle , a big circle) came with impignments of all resonances of earth enough to make a singular light body pinnacle of reality a singular self entity a hue_man who can pick from the resonances who can choose in the moment. (the idea of genesis singularis to me says more but thats enoughf or now). amalgaman.
so as reality is recorded it is voided, if you want to be reality then hence, you would learn to let go aint ya!? quick femto pico seconds n all eh?
as its voided u wana void it!
:) otherwise dont u see u r in the past baby. asin u r literally being the past :o
blah bad explanation hahaha.. sorry had to put something here..
so 'backward' because if the future state is oh so perfect powerful etc god like an attracting all the way to the fission big band event of full desperation electrons, from its full unified state(still single light figure that one out by reading the secret of light, then that implies it went back through what we see as linear time..
so 'forward' because to 'us" or my eyes and linear time it appears im going forward".
but i see the future comes through my eye, i have even seen people in visions then met them and stood in their house after :) also the whole aliens visiting in middle of night during REM! (third eye DMT melatonin etc secretion relevant, isnt called the spirit molecule for nothing) lol sleep is coming through the eye, they r future identities re entering timelines.
impinging- easy enough to understand when u see concrsence, see the time wave that can help with seeing concre/sense
asymtpotic- because more and more perfect as u go so to speak. or better and better as u go. (universe is complexity creating n conserving machine~mckenna) more power (hey even "knowledge is power(wise)) as u get closer to the one in the future( according to this model) and remember all power lies int he one still single light non in the field of illusion.
The whole of reality is recorded as it is voided:
Walter russel wrote in the secret of light 1940`s (which was the first indigo critical mas 'first wave' bolt (flowering) wasnt it?) .
Now one must never forget the what i call "forward backward asymptoty" which lays reference to a vision i had 6 months prior to finding out about terrence mckennas time wave zero in detail in so far as his many youtube videos, now then comes along this fellow, terrence and he is telling me of what i saw!
In "Fact" (the only fact is all is fiction ~sage o thyme) this lad predicted many a thing of my life, how i literally surfed the concresence to the eschaton something he never got to finish dying body wise (but he is most surely integrated into the species like einstiens (another recipticle of clarity) corpus; relativity was) 12 years prior to the calibration of the white head point ~ terrence mckenna
[ Verónica Zumpano
mmm u and terence
Ben Couwenberg
jajajaja
no not him whathe saw
i see
what he saw
Verónica Zumpano
what saw terence?
Ben Couwenberg
i can see he saw what im seeing
the pulling from the future
and the white head points and stuff (complexity, epochs, creods, the compression of the resonances etc)
iv started to explain it some too (like the notion of white light as the most complex not deviodance like a bible class notion leaned tward, so then also see 2012 as a white head point of attraction this protean form moving beneath the surface in some sort of higher dimensionality attracted the critical mass, and the cycle concresence as refering back to the white light notion of a complexity knot)
and i did what terrence taLked about
surfed the concresence to the eschaton
so i know from direct experience everything he is talking about
u understand? i always saw the resonances i always realized i was no one line of thought or any attachment etc
i meant i generally see the forward backward asymptoty impingment of reality
Verónica Zumpano
benji
ur a kind of genious
i mena if u have the attention deficit
Ben Couwenberg
dialed to higher dimensions yes, seeing in larger pictures u see? i was always, thats why i can see easily what terrence was always hollering on about
]
the end of the time wave calibration to 21/12/2012, ending history as a circle. (remember that was just a calibration to align histories events, the time wave itself generally the time waves would continue)
Now remember all you are is a circle in hyperspatial idea a circle; time, if your naught but your ego youl be a mere dot (hint working for a corporation in 2012 systematics for your whole soultime here lol for 1 instance) seeking the comfort of null voidance of the surface, n ephemerality a fake zeitgeistial moment replaying over and over (sleep walker maximus) .
If your like these characters (indigos (in the ID (light body) go) always have character(s) (plural for archytpes plural) they r not just a replay on the surface) Einstein and Terrence Mckenna your more like a line in hyperspace rather than a dot fleeting into darkness. thats light body v ego for ya folks in the polarity your experiencing.
So anyway as reality is voided it is recorded, so not to replay your sins in a christian religious sense of heaven, but for the future, and that is why the moment of now REALIZATION is the most powerful time travel.
Remember? back to the forward backward asymptoty of reality; means succinctly, asymptotoy more n more perfect complete n that sort of notion as you go, then the forward backward is the ontology pealing stuff here guys, i had a vision 6 months before hearing about mckennas model the time wave mapping out to solidifically showing what i visionally i saw in the third eye so to speak (actually looking up true da crown). In the vision i saw how like everything added in the universe RECORDED as voided remember, or in mckennas words.. the universe is a complexity creating and conserving machine. SO i saw in my vision like how he done with his hand one time in his video which i saw months after a like retracting pulling or what he called concresence. I saw the idea. that as but one mere layer as visions are multidimensional as the future people know. so another layer was the idea that as mckenna later "englished to me" (i always saw that too everything is code and language-reality hacking? am i but STAR's? (Supper Toroidal Axiom Reverberaters), "why have a all powerful singularity in the least complex state the SO CALLED BEGINNING big bang which i say was fission and now we always fusion (concres) (see now we r diving into the backward notion of the forward backward asymptoty model of reality-being pulled from the more complex state future rather than limit case of credulity being pushed from the past for no reason out of nowhere big bang (i say fission event maximus or something which notice also fits with forward backward symptoty) when it would make more sense (youknow of reality is of meaning not as fleeting~benjamin couwenberg in a closer to home sense your body temple home) to be be being pulled from the future for a reason(s)? n more complex state rather than for no reason out of nowhere the limit case for credulity.
Now i did have that vision before i heard his stuff that is why i am so profoundly affected by it, and so keen to have this written ( things like this piece only come out they r not forcable, notice this also fits with backward forward symptoty model), so do u get the forward backward symptototy? i really hope u do because things so profound in my life as this synchronicity having a vision 7 months before the end of the time wave and 6 months before discovering all of mckennas videos on youtube. the forwardbackward asymptoty seems real now, it was like i saw it and i can see it now but not in a brainwashed version because it took a while of going i dont get it and it slowly formed together exactly all the ways i could see it in daily life, but to go further into the moment would take more capacity a human brain wouldnt have right now or computers yet either, because the smaller u go the more circles remember.. to remember.. lol .. (the monkey of me says "fuck that brain overload"). But u can see enough of these pull aways into concrescence to get it pretty quickly. Got to >understand< (NOT JUST "BELIEVE") all the words in this piece of writing such as concresence.
so u can then add during concresence everything is recorded as it is voided and surrendered into the oneness (still single light that whence all motional light cometh~which IS the secret of light) which may be akin to mckennas (always (so in every moment and time is the moving image of eternity~plato or einstein forgot)one universal magic bit(understand the IT(simulacra1 of reality) bit reference).
So we are all one (in the future the end state so to speak after all concreses) we know this if we r not the densest ego (closed pore of earth or disfunctional cell analogy) left on planet earth. So knowing is something more than believing. seems knowing is a multidimensional process like on the front of consciousazine love=light=information=knowledge (wise) <theres that multidimensional concresent singularity u see now? (wise being the still single light there).
By the way im sure we can see the future so time travel into the future with the time wave very very well and far as ill bet u can get it to help with figuring out star bursts n movements the music of the spheres themselves so to speak (STAR's).
so the wisest amongst us must always be god,as walter russel's secret of light read "when man knoweth he is me, he is me" ~ "GOD"(wise? in the equation of mine above?), and notice an accumulation process (one must really figure out how though with the word love an so forth, thats all) multidimensionally concresently asymptotic'd is (wise) in the equation and "god" some kind of end state or ultimate all omnipotent omnipresent etc etc 'being' in realization.
SO if we then come to the moment of now and we do this whole i am the genesis singularis thing (see genesis singularis page in consciousazine.com or completely understand the time wave should do you "standing outside of time" ~t.mckenna) "tetosing (teotelogical like perfection in nature) in the moment" , then , we are able to "moveing((movie;)ing) from reaction to creation is the new game "~rysa5 ("new game is" a post genesis singularis reference u see? and ur like your own god kind of deal) yes its easier said than done as we all know, then we record our own future (forwardbackward not just backward like your being sucked back to where it begins the "future state" asymptoty).
Think about karma here. the learning pushes u to more novel state, its the forward is attracting the now all the time, now the backward in this model refers to the neunomenous attracting into a pinnacle of a concresent point. like how u realize 5 things, which give u some like final gestalt realization (gestalt like more than the sum of the parts)
coming into the now moment is really the ultimate time travel. (because seeing the future is cool too and u can use that, oh the ocean will acidify at roughly this critical mass for instance, but u have to bring it into the now to do anything with it).
Everythings recorded as its voided not because gods chekin his emails kids, but because it creates the future, an the future is pulling all this together (concresence) , or itself? together. "transversing polarity to see" ~ben couwenberg life is for experience. Just seems to us its recorded when we are not in the midst of not acknowledging the forward backward asymptoty being pulled or concresed from the more complex state future, so usually" then (another past lolish reference). so its voided into surrender into the oneness so the next experiences can be ridden. see u dont create the future it creates u.
: the future pulling concresing (forward). : the backward(since we r actually the end god state who came all the way to the end of the vision (yea what i saw in ma vision dudes that the godting diddoesdowhatever) the big bang to physically experience the whole idea(s)(see how ideas concres into idea larger n larger circle embedding or ah impinging (see timewave and genesis singularis consciousazine.com page for picture of cirlcular time)) of physical experience : (asymptoty) more 'perfect(zeitgeistially in alignment with the time) or complete.
(sensed stored electrical waves are not conscious of themselves ~ secret of light) the one, the genesis singularis impingment realization is in one sense that the genesis siingularis (2012 just one grand cycle , a big circle) came with impignments of all resonances of earth enough to make a singular light body pinnacle of reality a singular self entity a hue_man who can pick from the resonances who can choose in the moment. (the idea of genesis singularis to me says more but thats enoughf or now). amalgaman.
so as reality is recorded it is voided, if you want to be reality then hence, you would learn to let go aint ya!? quick femto pico seconds n all eh?
as its voided u wana void it!
:) otherwise dont u see u r in the past baby. asin u r literally being the past :o
blah bad explanation hahaha.. sorry had to put something here..
so 'backward' because if the future state is oh so perfect powerful etc god like an attracting all the way to the fission big band event of full desperation electrons, from its full unified state(still single light figure that one out by reading the secret of light, then that implies it went back through what we see as linear time..
so 'forward' because to 'us" or my eyes and linear time it appears im going forward".
but i see the future comes through my eye, i have even seen people in visions then met them and stood in their house after :) also the whole aliens visiting in middle of night during REM! (third eye DMT melatonin etc secretion relevant, isnt called the spirit molecule for nothing) lol sleep is coming through the eye, they r future identities re entering timelines.
impinging- easy enough to understand when u see concrsence, see the time wave that can help with seeing concre/sense
asymtpotic- because more and more perfect as u go so to speak. or better and better as u go. (universe is complexity creating n conserving machine~mckenna) more power (hey even "knowledge is power(wise)) as u get closer to the one in the future( according to this model) and remember all power lies int he one still single light non in the field of illusion.
Comments:
- Lyra Lee reading threw it right now, might do some notes with some questions, this has been the longest riddle of my life:" say your from the future, jumping into the now......then your future would be your past at the same time >? where does that leave you>?
- Lyra Lee also : do choices and accidents actually exist...
- Lyra Lee notes; operating from the invisible real down into matter, literally operating, so instead of body , mind,spirit , we get when we think of a tripple 8 ( might paint it ) soul ( real you-your own future - you are becoming soul - `r.steiner talks about this our time now being the "awakening of the soul- others to saw it dawning back then lol) soul operating threw the mind ( see that what you see when you close your eyes >? what else can you see >? ( now my question to you : what does tv do >? try this : just sit in quiet with no distraction- see what you can hear, that voice >? its not you going nuts , its actually you being able to think for once- so what are you telling yourself >? whats in that mind of yours >? who is controlling it>? your soul >? YOU >? or something outside of your control >? so thats the mind for you, o at least a little of mine.....so what are we left now >? we got the soul, operating "down- from its future-ed directives threw the soulmind's EYE and >? teh body of cause, the body will react. try this: when you are stresses set your focus on peace, hold the vision of what that means to you, focus on your breath and simply let that be the only possibility..... see what will be, it can only be peace. - still their is one thing that need to be looked at at that what has been defined as reality, now you understand what is meant when you are told : "CAUTION! "you did it yourself.
- Ben Couwenberg it appears to leave u as like some sort of completed one in a sense, consciousness traversing sensed stored electrical waves i imagine this to be. or well some people r so far behind me back there in density that they believe their brains control thee, consciousness does come out of matter i solved the riddle, but uno its not as the common think on this goes, its again nailed to this forward BACKWARD like your being pulled from behind u over the event horizen constantly when u r open and receptive enough to realize it, and so actually consciousness the one at the end or whatever the still single light whence all motional light cometh "in the future state like higher sdimensional state it appears too' not the past' as conventionally thought of. nuenomenous actually creates phenomenos (tanigble pinnacle forefront reality gooality hardality electricality PRAGMACALITY ) as its so powerful this light all power lies with it non in this field of illusion of the surface, so powerful that it pulls ya physicality concresently tward it "attracting" "the attractor" ~t.mckenna.
So the future is like some kind of higher order 'passed' 'parsed' 'past'
Like these people who think that history and cultures can just keep going forever, dense notions. well i had a vision before i heard mckenna speak on this youknow, saw hyperconcresence uno a typical hectic third eye vision.
In my vision, the one, had seen it all, all possibilities i assume, and then all that was left to do was experience it in parts right? from each angle, which would inevitably lead back to that singularity. - Ben Couwenberg btw have u seen the latest neuroscience supports this? no free will notion,
Marcus Du Sautoy (Professor of
Mathematics at the University of Oxford and current Simonyi Professor for the
Public Understanding of Science) participates in an experiment conducted by
John-Dylan Haynes (Professor at the Bernstein Center for Computational Neuroscience Berlin) that attempts to find the neurological basis for decision making.
Interesting to find two reports of the same experiment written by
two different people, where one of this reports is more "pop", than scientific
and written by M.D. Sauoty [pdf] http://people.maths.ox.ac.uk/dusautoy/Jenny%27s%20Scans/Sexy%20Maths/Times2-20091021-Is-free-will-just-an-illusion.pdf
and another article
is written by J.D. Haynes and others
[pdf] http://images2.wikia.nocookie.net/philosophical-seminar/images/f/f6/Haynes_et_al_on_decision_in_the_brain.pdf
I know it's an old study,
but I think you, Todd Ian Stark, would like to read it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=N6S9OidmNZM
http://people.maths.ox.ac.uk/dusautoy/Jenny's%20Scans/Sexy%20Maths/Times2-20091021-Is-free-will-j...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=N6S9OidmNZM
Neuroscience and Free Will
Free will and Neuroscience.
“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players.” — Shakespeare.
Free will can be understood as our capacities both to make choices—to write our own stories—and to carry them out on the world’s stage—to control our actions in light of our choices. What would it mean to lack free will? It might mean we are merely puppets, our strings pulled by forces beyond our awareness and beyond our control.
...
Among philosophers, very few develop theories of free will that conflict with a naturalistic understanding of the mind—free will requires choice and control, and for some philosophers, indeterminism, but it does not require dualism. Studies strongly suggest that what people primarily associate with free will and moral responsibility is the capacity to make conscious decisions and to control one’s actions in light of such decisions. (ED_but this dismisses pico and femto second cycles ! thoughts r electrical! "these are not your thoughts these r the thoughts of the gaian matrix as these waves mesh and impinge and.." ~!t.mckenna)
Neuroscientists such as John Dylan Haynes, suggests
that activity in the brain regularly precedes behavior—no surprise there!—but also precedes our conscious awareness of making a decision to move.
If such early brain activity always completely determines what we do before our conscious thinking ever comes into the picture, then this would suggest we lack free will, because our conscious thinking would happen too late to influence what we did—an audience rather than author.
By understanding how the most complex thing in the universe—the human brain—works, we can better understand our capacities to make choices and to control our actions accordingly. We do not write our stories from scratch, but within the context of a complicated world of influences and interactions, our tales are not “full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” ~http://www.consciousazine.com/neuro-science-mania-man.html
been contemplating it some this summer.. Flowsophy vs Magicians mastery of that polarity
Ben Couwenbergok? what pondered
Jonas Petterssonyeah.. okey.. like. go with Flow and see what Life brings one day, compared with efficient magic to get what one Want
see the dictamony?
and get on riding the flow, not using the oars to the boat. instead of willfull roaring
and as for ups and down, flow with it and see what healing and learning one get from those hardshipps trusting more in the unknown and web of life..
instead of further mastery of polarity and be as one wants in the pendulum swings
. see what me been contemplating and experimenting with?
Ben Couwenbergyes i DO see the dichotomy
again kinda goes against this new agey brainwash stuff with the u make the universe respond to u
i mean ego height or? u r embeded in cycle after cycles.. lol
uno.. i say all there is is as it should be
and so neurscience even supports it now with that "free will>?"
on neurscioence page
pre cognition u see? and the light body cognates before the body brain so to speak does.
an then comes mckennas forward being pulled from future model.. which i saw in me vision 6 months before hearing any of mckenna! (except a tiny excerpt when he was unknown to me in 2011)
cuz how so?
well light body imagination third eye mind sight etc light body
seem to pre cognate
n im keen to attach that to being the future the light body
cuz its quicker than dense chemistry say..
so we r always being pulled concresently from future is my latest thinking an it seems to match reality so far.. everything i thrown at it
but so then u let go no mastery..
u just think u r in mastery
Jonas Pettersson yeah.. they do border sooo on the left hand path man.. deeply..
Ben Couwenbergmm.. kinda let go yesterday completely
and finally took this as how it really is
so full acceptance
left hand path?
Jonas Petterssondoin cheap cosmic hacks for ego gratification.. sane? (left hand comment he made we were previously discussing how some kinda new agey brainwashy people say ur vibration effects the whole universe .(but that seems the whole notion of genesis singularis and u being the creator not just in reaction "consciously aware " in light body sense). an go spread it cuz its a nice picture without a further thought- i discus on discernment page in www.consciousazine.com how u r embedded in cycle after cycle though so that seems a fanciful notion)
hehe.. is kinda indicated in bloody E=MC2 really if lookin at it with open mind.. that things can move both ways in time
Ben Couwenbergwell i say unto thee
that when u look at the tree
u look into the past u see?
takes time to relay the phenomenous external world light has to bounce from sun at speed of light to the tree then to your eyes, i say the neunomenous light moves differently like more time dimensions less spatial dimensions..
Shawn Dall lol yes we are all collectively helping in similar ways.. as we are all one consciousness collective seeking to repair itself
Dee Light Fullwe are here to re_member us
see people also feel this... ~benjamin couwenberg its not just me
Ben Couwenbergok? what pondered
Jonas Petterssonyeah.. okey.. like. go with Flow and see what Life brings one day, compared with efficient magic to get what one Want
see the dictamony?
and get on riding the flow, not using the oars to the boat. instead of willfull roaring
and as for ups and down, flow with it and see what healing and learning one get from those hardshipps trusting more in the unknown and web of life..
instead of further mastery of polarity and be as one wants in the pendulum swings
. see what me been contemplating and experimenting with?
Ben Couwenbergyes i DO see the dichotomy
again kinda goes against this new agey brainwash stuff with the u make the universe respond to u
i mean ego height or? u r embeded in cycle after cycles.. lol
uno.. i say all there is is as it should be
and so neurscience even supports it now with that "free will>?"
on neurscioence page
pre cognition u see? and the light body cognates before the body brain so to speak does.
an then comes mckennas forward being pulled from future model.. which i saw in me vision 6 months before hearing any of mckenna! (except a tiny excerpt when he was unknown to me in 2011)
cuz how so?
well light body imagination third eye mind sight etc light body
seem to pre cognate
n im keen to attach that to being the future the light body
cuz its quicker than dense chemistry say..
so we r always being pulled concresently from future is my latest thinking an it seems to match reality so far.. everything i thrown at it
but so then u let go no mastery..
u just think u r in mastery
Jonas Pettersson yeah.. they do border sooo on the left hand path man.. deeply..
Ben Couwenbergmm.. kinda let go yesterday completely
and finally took this as how it really is
so full acceptance
left hand path?
Jonas Petterssondoin cheap cosmic hacks for ego gratification.. sane? (left hand comment he made we were previously discussing how some kinda new agey brainwashy people say ur vibration effects the whole universe .(but that seems the whole notion of genesis singularis and u being the creator not just in reaction "consciously aware " in light body sense). an go spread it cuz its a nice picture without a further thought- i discus on discernment page in www.consciousazine.com how u r embedded in cycle after cycle though so that seems a fanciful notion)
hehe.. is kinda indicated in bloody E=MC2 really if lookin at it with open mind.. that things can move both ways in time
Ben Couwenbergwell i say unto thee
that when u look at the tree
u look into the past u see?
takes time to relay the phenomenous external world light has to bounce from sun at speed of light to the tree then to your eyes, i say the neunomenous light moves differently like more time dimensions less spatial dimensions..
Shawn Dall lol yes we are all collectively helping in similar ways.. as we are all one consciousness collective seeking to repair itself
Dee Light Fullwe are here to re_member us
see people also feel this... ~benjamin couwenberg its not just me
separation. We are all One. Different paths that take us to the same destination.
Expanding Loving Oneness
This is the way, the only way.
The way is not un-varying way.
compressive concresive creation
I AM THE FUTURE
http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
Expanding Loving Oneness
This is the way, the only way.
The way is not un-varying way.
compressive concresive creation
I AM THE FUTURE
http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
- Sonja Reijngoudt Yo Bro
- Diana Dhyana Divinity <3
- Consciousazine yes the central msg is not ben is anyone can, look in the eye. then u r the future
- Sonja Reijngoudt Present
- Robyn Herrera Yes it does thanks Ben
GodSpeed: ~benjamin couwenberg
look i dont get it totally, but it appears reality is a polarity through an through.
Just seems that i can see the ego doing while im watching it, so im not it then.
That makes me something else, i suppose consciousness trans-versing sensed strored eelctrica wavea activity. the polarity of conscious to unconscious (sensed stored electrical waves r not conscious of themselves).
So we must just be the one to rocket forward at godspeed. u cant hang onto the past it slows you down doesnt it. So we can all recognize how in percentage terms how conscious we r being at any moment. we now have a gauge. 1-100 polarity. its not either or i dont think, we transverse to know. so theres no guilt for any of it, no thing ever done.. we have got to stop this mess we r making the mess, and its true we cant shift an ounce of blame its all happening in your own soulmind, either that or your soul less u decided to become horizontal not remain spiritually vertical in your own light column, if so u chose a ego dot ephemerality life, and u wasted ? that one life since therel be no second you, your ego doesnt reincarnate, but no .. u did not waste , u will have served also in your way.
I think we can all take from this, in those moments we r looking down into less and darkness instead of up true da crown into more and light.. dont be guilty, just let it go you didnt do anything, god moved through u to do that, but why? well experience, so we can see that in hindsight so we can pick it apart calmly afterwards so we have saved that information into the universe matrix and further complexified complexioned concressivly compressivly created the universe.
U R NOT GUILTY ! u r so embedded in cycles its not funny ur head spins ur planet spins your solar system spins your galaxy spins ! forgive them ALL!
YOUR benefit is seeing the ones who did it and were not just unconscious remaining, the ones who learnt, there u can see the spark!!! that is the ebullient spark of consciousness an alignment of a 3 angle reality at least; compressed into a singularity. do u see? u r never guilty ? did u make that star burst which made energy on our planet to fuel your body? no so u r embedded my friends.. not u embed god this is the good great but delusional illusion.
the only way to be god all the time is to accept it all as it is, i cant figure out another way to godspeed. But your guilty, just flow, be love, let it them the idea, all of it go.
IF we hang we will ponder, and we will miss the NOW that is undertaken while we ponder, see the ego appears to be at 100% end of spectrum of consciousness seems to be this entity like thing is a virus only found on the surface, for as soon as i delve below the ocean of cells in this body i notice something, i am much more aware, many more sensed stored electrical wave is being harnessed. an open receptacle. At this point i seem to have higher capacity of bandwidth, possibly correlating to higher dimensionalities of angle of reality. I once said when i was a young boy 'i want to see in atoms' to myself.. and i felt compelled to say this, didnt feel like i the ego said it. so i can see benefit in identifying as these random voicecalls in my head rather than the ego which wants stuff, because i notice as soon as i want something i am focusing on the lack of it.
Im sayin is a takyon even a takyon or is it nothing. because it seems theres benefit in being nothing in a world of something. that gap between the breaths, to keep that in the moment my goal. that is my affirmation so that i may see rather than not see due to being it, step away from the film, become viewing the film, when i do this i feel i have also accepted whatever is occurring, suffering seems to not be present in those moments. so to keep at the conscious end of the spectrum all moments the challenge, to see myself 'el completidad' , it sounds easy, its not we have identified as the stored electrical waves, i will now go yet again very deep into meditation, and this is not some phooey, this is where u realize as transverse that hey! i am indeed tranvsersing, so how can i hold onto this? thats the practice and cultivation and hence benjamin couwenberg a body who writes for consciousazine.com is not some perfect god and thus is not able to b judged as one, u have condemed yourself when u have judged me like this. that i had to be something, u thought i should or had to be or was. U FUCKED UP not me, that is your mind u sort that out. Notice it has tripped u up on me, now u wont read anything i ever say, condemned yourself u have. as i when i do this act on others. raising the capacity appears to be akin to raising vibrational being, as more data is being processed u appear to be able to also move faster in the next moments. SO what if? there is an ultimate speed being possesed by a future state which would make sense since we complexify not de complexify; this reality, so this ultimate speed can move back through time to anywhere to the big bang and bounce back O gain.
Just dont be guilty, because then u r being guilty u see? be something else? now before u let go of being guilty, figure out why u appear to BE guilty. (in the neep of the neck place the hands palm to heal the sore of the egos burdon and say i am not guilty sucking in from your other palm clean energy so pure)
It seems beneficial to understand why u r guilty as guilt is a 4th dimensional emotional layering, so learning can be achieved. Go beyond that karmic guilt and become 5th dimensionally perspectivized, over rule the feeling with another feeling to distract, then flow the charge into that. Because i do not recommend stopping feeling too often, this in my opinion can shut down the system so to speak and make soul less ness. SO what is soul fullness? i have no idea maybe the light body is my best guess which light is information so look u true da crown. not down.. you are not guilty
All is as it should be, or it wouldnt be this way? haha its so simple, and we r able to make it complex but something i forgot in my scurry was we can also make it simple, again a show of transversability. when man knoweth he is me he is me, if not forgive them as they know not what they do, i found this all out from experience not from bible class which i despised. i think the universe is the only one to teach about god u cant do it in a classroom, as the universe speeds up and complexifies then so will the teachings be more readily assimilated no? so whats to do ? in this world.. now..
Whatever u want.. we r in maximum novelty u could turn yourself into anything in the local time frames, scale forward from this clear moment, hold to that meme in hyperspace in your mindsight eye or let go of it and look for another, u r the transverser. just watch what comes to you when u r the peace, it took me too long to admit this, but it is always better than what comes when i am not the peace.
/Shanti Shantiiiiiiii.. from faith to immortality... become a line in hyperspace by aligning to the flow. the universal river flow of light the WAY. Look around u at what is needed and if u are able to let ego go there will be a niche, attach to the stream, there is where u catch a dream.
yeh but your only your own god some kind of singularity complex or messiah complex i dont thinkso either.
look i dont get it totally, but it appears reality is a polarity through an through.
Just seems that i can see the ego doing while im watching it, so im not it then.
That makes me something else, i suppose consciousness trans-versing sensed strored eelctrica wavea activity. the polarity of conscious to unconscious (sensed stored electrical waves r not conscious of themselves).
So we must just be the one to rocket forward at godspeed. u cant hang onto the past it slows you down doesnt it. So we can all recognize how in percentage terms how conscious we r being at any moment. we now have a gauge. 1-100 polarity. its not either or i dont think, we transverse to know. so theres no guilt for any of it, no thing ever done.. we have got to stop this mess we r making the mess, and its true we cant shift an ounce of blame its all happening in your own soulmind, either that or your soul less u decided to become horizontal not remain spiritually vertical in your own light column, if so u chose a ego dot ephemerality life, and u wasted ? that one life since therel be no second you, your ego doesnt reincarnate, but no .. u did not waste , u will have served also in your way.
I think we can all take from this, in those moments we r looking down into less and darkness instead of up true da crown into more and light.. dont be guilty, just let it go you didnt do anything, god moved through u to do that, but why? well experience, so we can see that in hindsight so we can pick it apart calmly afterwards so we have saved that information into the universe matrix and further complexified complexioned concressivly compressivly created the universe.
U R NOT GUILTY ! u r so embedded in cycles its not funny ur head spins ur planet spins your solar system spins your galaxy spins ! forgive them ALL!
YOUR benefit is seeing the ones who did it and were not just unconscious remaining, the ones who learnt, there u can see the spark!!! that is the ebullient spark of consciousness an alignment of a 3 angle reality at least; compressed into a singularity. do u see? u r never guilty ? did u make that star burst which made energy on our planet to fuel your body? no so u r embedded my friends.. not u embed god this is the good great but delusional illusion.
the only way to be god all the time is to accept it all as it is, i cant figure out another way to godspeed. But your guilty, just flow, be love, let it them the idea, all of it go.
IF we hang we will ponder, and we will miss the NOW that is undertaken while we ponder, see the ego appears to be at 100% end of spectrum of consciousness seems to be this entity like thing is a virus only found on the surface, for as soon as i delve below the ocean of cells in this body i notice something, i am much more aware, many more sensed stored electrical wave is being harnessed. an open receptacle. At this point i seem to have higher capacity of bandwidth, possibly correlating to higher dimensionalities of angle of reality. I once said when i was a young boy 'i want to see in atoms' to myself.. and i felt compelled to say this, didnt feel like i the ego said it. so i can see benefit in identifying as these random voicecalls in my head rather than the ego which wants stuff, because i notice as soon as i want something i am focusing on the lack of it.
Im sayin is a takyon even a takyon or is it nothing. because it seems theres benefit in being nothing in a world of something. that gap between the breaths, to keep that in the moment my goal. that is my affirmation so that i may see rather than not see due to being it, step away from the film, become viewing the film, when i do this i feel i have also accepted whatever is occurring, suffering seems to not be present in those moments. so to keep at the conscious end of the spectrum all moments the challenge, to see myself 'el completidad' , it sounds easy, its not we have identified as the stored electrical waves, i will now go yet again very deep into meditation, and this is not some phooey, this is where u realize as transverse that hey! i am indeed tranvsersing, so how can i hold onto this? thats the practice and cultivation and hence benjamin couwenberg a body who writes for consciousazine.com is not some perfect god and thus is not able to b judged as one, u have condemed yourself when u have judged me like this. that i had to be something, u thought i should or had to be or was. U FUCKED UP not me, that is your mind u sort that out. Notice it has tripped u up on me, now u wont read anything i ever say, condemned yourself u have. as i when i do this act on others. raising the capacity appears to be akin to raising vibrational being, as more data is being processed u appear to be able to also move faster in the next moments. SO what if? there is an ultimate speed being possesed by a future state which would make sense since we complexify not de complexify; this reality, so this ultimate speed can move back through time to anywhere to the big bang and bounce back O gain.
Just dont be guilty, because then u r being guilty u see? be something else? now before u let go of being guilty, figure out why u appear to BE guilty. (in the neep of the neck place the hands palm to heal the sore of the egos burdon and say i am not guilty sucking in from your other palm clean energy so pure)
It seems beneficial to understand why u r guilty as guilt is a 4th dimensional emotional layering, so learning can be achieved. Go beyond that karmic guilt and become 5th dimensionally perspectivized, over rule the feeling with another feeling to distract, then flow the charge into that. Because i do not recommend stopping feeling too often, this in my opinion can shut down the system so to speak and make soul less ness. SO what is soul fullness? i have no idea maybe the light body is my best guess which light is information so look u true da crown. not down.. you are not guilty
All is as it should be, or it wouldnt be this way? haha its so simple, and we r able to make it complex but something i forgot in my scurry was we can also make it simple, again a show of transversability. when man knoweth he is me he is me, if not forgive them as they know not what they do, i found this all out from experience not from bible class which i despised. i think the universe is the only one to teach about god u cant do it in a classroom, as the universe speeds up and complexifies then so will the teachings be more readily assimilated no? so whats to do ? in this world.. now..
Whatever u want.. we r in maximum novelty u could turn yourself into anything in the local time frames, scale forward from this clear moment, hold to that meme in hyperspace in your mindsight eye or let go of it and look for another, u r the transverser. just watch what comes to you when u r the peace, it took me too long to admit this, but it is always better than what comes when i am not the peace.
/Shanti Shantiiiiiiii.. from faith to immortality... become a line in hyperspace by aligning to the flow. the universal river flow of light the WAY. Look around u at what is needed and if u are able to let ego go there will be a niche, attach to the stream, there is where u catch a dream.
yeh but your only your own god some kind of singularity complex or messiah complex i dont thinkso either.
Lyra Lee http://thinkingiscausative.com/ithink.html / COGITO ERGO SUM
got side tracked- i always found it more logical to think that being comes before thinking - no wonder i struggled in school- literally- thinking
Ben Couwenberghmm
this forward backward asymptoty model
so it would imply
once being occurs like the midpoint center anothe rpolarity is run a swing to the other side isnt it so thoughts again come
being is then the concresent points
i guess
unification point
(concentric conscious development)
got side tracked- i always found it more logical to think that being comes before thinking - no wonder i struggled in school- literally- thinking
Ben Couwenberghmm
this forward backward asymptoty model
so it would imply
once being occurs like the midpoint center anothe rpolarity is run a swing to the other side isnt it so thoughts again come
being is then the concresent points
i guess
unification point
(concentric conscious development)
an addendum :
from my $30 bandit video on "why plant stones/crystals with your plants", on crystals..
veronica my chamana friend said "The properties of the crystal lattices has a long duration of atomic order. They are the main source of memory creation. From the spiritual herein point of view is sacred and have life. It is the first impression that ultraconsciousness left . So fractally contains the creation itself. Becoming aware of the existence of this energy network ... tune the frequency of the gem* We tune the purest atomic self recognize the divinity in ourselves and evolve. love ur project and i want my video soon!" ~ love Verónica*
benjamin couwenberg (ED_me):"its the first impression that ultraconsciousness left" im repeating her first line.. then i add..
bingo!! u just gave me a piece i sorely neeeded!!! now what u said is only true from the real beginning, remember we r being pulled fromt he future not the past ! and this ! i now realize is WHY i keep having this funny idea! that crystals are futuristic and crystals will be used in the future and ra ra ra. thanks for the capstone of connectivity! veronica zumpano. and what im referring to is the note on the impinging forward backward asymptotic model of reality http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
which i will not go into on this video as it is complex and you can view the link to get the idea.
from my $30 bandit video on "why plant stones/crystals with your plants", on crystals..
veronica my chamana friend said "The properties of the crystal lattices has a long duration of atomic order. They are the main source of memory creation. From the spiritual herein point of view is sacred and have life. It is the first impression that ultraconsciousness left . So fractally contains the creation itself. Becoming aware of the existence of this energy network ... tune the frequency of the gem* We tune the purest atomic self recognize the divinity in ourselves and evolve. love ur project and i want my video soon!" ~ love Verónica*
benjamin couwenberg (ED_me):"its the first impression that ultraconsciousness left" im repeating her first line.. then i add..
bingo!! u just gave me a piece i sorely neeeded!!! now what u said is only true from the real beginning, remember we r being pulled fromt he future not the past ! and this ! i now realize is WHY i keep having this funny idea! that crystals are futuristic and crystals will be used in the future and ra ra ra. thanks for the capstone of connectivity! veronica zumpano. and what im referring to is the note on the impinging forward backward asymptotic model of reality http://bensnotes.weebly.com/impinging-forward-backward-asymptoty-model.html
which i will not go into on this video as it is complex and you can view the link to get the idea.
"When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive - to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love." ~unknown
"Did u all wake up and look forward and up true da crown" ?~ Asymptotic Nirvanic Couwenberg
Not for a moment dare we succumb to the illusion that an archetype can be finally explained and disposed of. Even the best attempts at explanation are only more or less successful translations into another metaphorical language. (Indeed, language itself is only an image.) http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Carl_Jung
"Did u all wake up and look forward and up true da crown" ?~ Asymptotic Nirvanic Couwenberg
Not for a moment dare we succumb to the illusion that an archetype can be finally explained and disposed of. Even the best attempts at explanation are only more or less successful translations into another metaphorical language. (Indeed, language itself is only an image.) http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Carl_Jung
I have concluded love is the REAL gravitation.
love is at the concresent nexus points. (the impinge points!)
~benjamin couwenberg www.consciousazine.com
oh! and btw .. on "white head point" ~ mckenna on 2012.. i get it..
and so imagine a end state.. i know that doesnt sound so infinity.. perhaps to our tiny existences a smonkeys 1000 trillion billion years etc seems 'infinite' .. anyway away with reasoning for a sec and just speculating.
white head" .. point indeed.. so i always say it was a grand cycle coming to end or close a giant circle this 2012 self aware point an GAIA's awakening (u didnt awaken u ego earth did ur but a cell) .. but so this white head' moniker.. (title)..
it goes with the word adumbration (now this has to be seen embedidly too reverberfractially) too.
so white head points themselves ill postulate are an adumbration of the end whit all state lets just say it like that..
so also u say yeh but ben people was awake" in the 60's .. yes ADUMBRATION of the critical mass point that was the end of the calibration of the time wave at 2012. but was not critical mass 2012 was critical mass (see front page consciousazine.com picture of world rioting for physical example)
so the white head points are themselves adumbrations of an end all white state so to speak. ("god" or the end transcedental attractor or whatever)
(so u can see impinging there too, in an adumbrative fashion see? imagine the circular time diagram up top of page sucking into itself(impinging), an u can see speeding up explained also because the end state must have all speed so to speak or max speed or whatever (actually insta speed :) still single light transversing sensed stored electrical waves), speeding up is relative, how much in how little linear time "time flies when your having fun" style ish. more complexity less boredom sort of thing. )
circle after circle. enough to make your head spin :) O.o
notice i have to use a lot of brackets .. (or maybe i cant write well :P) but yeh thats relevant to the time diagram u see? embeddedness of meaning..
also as music rises complexity increases..
love is at the concresent nexus points. (the impinge points!)
~benjamin couwenberg www.consciousazine.com
oh! and btw .. on "white head point" ~ mckenna on 2012.. i get it..
and so imagine a end state.. i know that doesnt sound so infinity.. perhaps to our tiny existences a smonkeys 1000 trillion billion years etc seems 'infinite' .. anyway away with reasoning for a sec and just speculating.
white head" .. point indeed.. so i always say it was a grand cycle coming to end or close a giant circle this 2012 self aware point an GAIA's awakening (u didnt awaken u ego earth did ur but a cell) .. but so this white head' moniker.. (title)..
it goes with the word adumbration (now this has to be seen embedidly too reverberfractially) too.
so white head points themselves ill postulate are an adumbration of the end whit all state lets just say it like that..
so also u say yeh but ben people was awake" in the 60's .. yes ADUMBRATION of the critical mass point that was the end of the calibration of the time wave at 2012. but was not critical mass 2012 was critical mass (see front page consciousazine.com picture of world rioting for physical example)
so the white head points are themselves adumbrations of an end all white state so to speak. ("god" or the end transcedental attractor or whatever)
(so u can see impinging there too, in an adumbrative fashion see? imagine the circular time diagram up top of page sucking into itself(impinging), an u can see speeding up explained also because the end state must have all speed so to speak or max speed or whatever (actually insta speed :) still single light transversing sensed stored electrical waves), speeding up is relative, how much in how little linear time "time flies when your having fun" style ish. more complexity less boredom sort of thing. )
circle after circle. enough to make your head spin :) O.o
notice i have to use a lot of brackets .. (or maybe i cant write well :P) but yeh thats relevant to the time diagram u see? embeddedness of meaning..
also as music rises complexity increases..
Seven GrabkeYes that is it.... life isn't meant to be perfect... otherwise there is no point... .the purpose of life is the art of perfection by consciously learning and growing.... so learning and practicing will eventually make i=us perfect right?
Ben Couwenbergwell see again being pulled from perfection future state, a word; asymptotic. means more perfect as u go
join it with concresence
and i believe this is how its working
'transversing polarity to see' ~me
we impinge.. u have to understand these words and how they connect in an action- a cone like pulling your hand back in the air shape..(terrence himself done that action in one youtube recording i saw of him explaining this model in his words, but i continuously saw what i noted on revolution page cone shapes in my life, like a marble terrence said working its way down to the cones tip when the cone upside down..)
n that is how u r me and i am u.. in the end state.. if there could ever be one.. might just be infinitely 'off in the future' TO OUR SHISTY LITTLE MONKEY PERSPECTIVES.
Seven Grabke The art of life is practicing perfection
Seven Grabke So your practicing :)
(she is smarter than she is hot! mf! sapio sexuality)
comments on sevens photo,
Alexander Elliott Not just existence, our purpose , reason and gift.March 28 at 10:18am (liiike)
Ben Couwenberg yeh love is at the concresent points and love seems to be the stored bits, (way over some ppls heads here but i mean ina universal timeline fashion-http://bensnotes.weebly.com/... also shows how its reason like alex said all goes back to a saying besides the title of that note, another saying"the universal riverflow of love and light (think stars)~the flow ~entropy vector )
did i just complicate love? ohwell love complicates u !15/10/2013
Ben Couwenbergwell see again being pulled from perfection future state, a word; asymptotic. means more perfect as u go
join it with concresence
and i believe this is how its working
'transversing polarity to see' ~me
we impinge.. u have to understand these words and how they connect in an action- a cone like pulling your hand back in the air shape..(terrence himself done that action in one youtube recording i saw of him explaining this model in his words, but i continuously saw what i noted on revolution page cone shapes in my life, like a marble terrence said working its way down to the cones tip when the cone upside down..)
n that is how u r me and i am u.. in the end state.. if there could ever be one.. might just be infinitely 'off in the future' TO OUR SHISTY LITTLE MONKEY PERSPECTIVES.
Seven Grabke The art of life is practicing perfection
Seven Grabke So your practicing :)
(she is smarter than she is hot! mf! sapio sexuality)
comments on sevens photo,
Alexander Elliott Not just existence, our purpose , reason and gift.March 28 at 10:18am (liiike)
Ben Couwenberg yeh love is at the concresent points and love seems to be the stored bits, (way over some ppls heads here but i mean ina universal timeline fashion-http://bensnotes.weebly.com/... also shows how its reason like alex said all goes back to a saying besides the title of that note, another saying"the universal riverflow of love and light (think stars)~the flow ~entropy vector )
did i just complicate love? ohwell love complicates u !15/10/2013
We have, possess and embody everything we need to live in outrageous joy, divine bliss and soul gazing intimacy. Becoming is discovering who we already are, what we already posses. We are Innocent. We are Loved. We are Supplied. We are Blessed. We are Beautiful.
Becoming
I am More than could be Imagined~Kieth
You are Becoming Who you are!
Every conscious word, every soulful act is movement in becoming. Your Soul thrives in a state of ever becoming.
When we get caught up in the cares of the world we begin to act and speak from the patterns of our past, this is soulless doing. Our true joy comes when we are living from the thriving energy of our Soul. Doing from Soul, speaking from Soul, living from Soul.
Affirmation
I pause my doings and open to Soul. I breathe Soul in, I drink Soul in, I receive, I receive, I receive. Now I act, now I speak, now I do from the overflow of my thriving soul
~Keith
Photo: Observe yourself observing yourself
Becoming
I am More than could be Imagined~Kieth
You are Becoming Who you are!
Every conscious word, every soulful act is movement in becoming. Your Soul thrives in a state of ever becoming.
When we get caught up in the cares of the world we begin to act and speak from the patterns of our past, this is soulless doing. Our true joy comes when we are living from the thriving energy of our Soul. Doing from Soul, speaking from Soul, living from Soul.
Affirmation
I pause my doings and open to Soul. I breathe Soul in, I drink Soul in, I receive, I receive, I receive. Now I act, now I speak, now I do from the overflow of my thriving soul
~Keith
Photo: Observe yourself observing yourself
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Ana Key
.... its just ....how can one not see god ....in the small things - manifest
right infront and behind ones eyes - why has man separated itself from god >/
to per-sieve?
an its because we r being pulled from the future not pushed from the past limit case of credulity big bang.
Just Channeling
Becoming a Source of Light ི❥~ ི❥~
You are the healers, teachers, and leaders of this new age. You are here to bring through new information, ideas, healing tools, and love to whatever areas you choose to work in. You will be working in many fields, for the new consciousness needs to be built in every area of society. As you grow spiritually and awaken your inner light, you will become a source of light and awakening for others.
You, as your Higher Self, existed in higher dimensions of light before you chose to be born. To live on this planet, your Higher Self first created a spiritual body, and this became the model that set up your chakras, meridians, and energy systems. Then your Higher Self drew to your spiritual body your mental, emotional, and physical energy bodies.
Imagine that one day you put on many layers of shirts, trousers, and socks, then added to those several heavy sweaters and overcoats. How would you feel? This is what it feels like for your Higher Self to come into a physical body. You wonder why you feel so heavy at times! When your spirit leaves your body, you shed this shell and return to the formless essence of your Higher Self.
Since you were a child you may have felt you had a special purpose or mission.
Each of you was born with a special purpose, a unique role to play that no one else could fill. You have chosen to be at the forefront of the change that is coming, to contribute to building the new forms that will support a superconscious reality.
It is important to believe in your dreams; they are showing you your special purpose. If you haven't yet found your higher purpose, trust that everything you are doing is leading you to this higher path. You will have a greater awareness of what your special purpose is as you continue to grow.
You are ahead of your time.
You are the holders of the vision of what is possible for humanity to accomplish. You may have wondered why you think differently from others, or why you sometimes feel like you don't fit in as well as others. Some of the thoughts and ideas you have that are now uncommon and unusual will be the thoughts that bring about the changes to higher consciousness in years to come. You may be drawn to areas such as ecology, the peace movement, science, technology, psychology, metaphysics, or others that contribute to a new vision for humanity.
Imagine you are walking up a mountain. There are many people in front of you and many people in back of you. Now imagine that the beings ahead of you turn around and send you lines of light, love, and energy, lighting up your path and making your journey easier. You see with increasing clarity where you are going. Your footsteps become more sure. You are able to climb even faster. Now imagine turning around and sending out your light and wisdom to those behind you, broadcasting encouragement and knowledge of the path you have just tread.
One step behind you are hundreds of thousands who are awakening. Remember yourself as you were before you awoke to this path of growth. There are many, many thousands in the world who are at the point of awakening. They may not know yet where to turn or even what information to seek. They are just beginning to question, to listen, and to hear. As you lift the veils and wake up to your path and truth, you will be reaching out to assist them, and they in turn will be reaching out to others.
Humanity is in the process of making an evolutionary leap.
Your energy bodies are evolving; you are gaining a spiritual shimmer and new energies in your aura as you grow spiritually. Because the new human will have a body of light that is able to vibrate at a higher frequency and radiate light, you, your children, and your grandchildren will bring with them a transformation of consciousness beyond anything you can now imagine.
What you struggle so intently with now-to be more loving, to believe in yourself, to forgive, to have compassion, and to release pain and negativity-will be easier in future times as human energy systems become more evolved. Humanity will have a more fully formed body of light and will become a radiating source of light.
You are not on earth because you are too "low" to live in the higher dimensions. Your Higher Self has sent a part of itself-you-into this dimension to learn more about Its consciousness as expressed in a world of form and matter. Trust that you are here right now because it is the best place for you and offers you the most opportunity to evolve. As you grow and expand, your Higher Self grows and expands. Love your humanity as well as your divinity. What you experience in your daily life-the challenges, feelings, and relationships-are the very things you came to learn from.
The feelings and thoughts you have-all your humanness-offer you a rich and wonderful opportunity to grow and become a source of light to others. As you become more filled with light you assist humanity in reaching "critical mass." When enough people can hold and radiate a larger amount of light, everyone together will take a quantum leap and reach a new evolutionary phase. As more people expand, everyone will find it easier to be their Higher Selves and reach enlightenment. As more people learn to hold and radiate more light, it will be possible for many others to reach their full potential in this lifetime.
~ Orin and Daben via Sanaya Roman & Duane Packer
excerpt from Spiritual Growth
Just Channeling
Becoming a Source of Light ི❥~ ི❥~
You are the healers, teachers, and leaders of this new age. You are here to bring through new information, ideas, healing tools, and love to whatever areas you choose to work in. You will be working in many fields, for the new consciousness needs to be built in every area of society. As you grow spiritually and awaken your inner light, you will become a source of light and awakening for others.
You, as your Higher Self, existed in higher dimensions of light before you chose to be born. To live on this planet, your Higher Self first created a spiritual body, and this became the model that set up your chakras, meridians, and energy systems. Then your Higher Self drew to your spiritual body your mental, emotional, and physical energy bodies.
Imagine that one day you put on many layers of shirts, trousers, and socks, then added to those several heavy sweaters and overcoats. How would you feel? This is what it feels like for your Higher Self to come into a physical body. You wonder why you feel so heavy at times! When your spirit leaves your body, you shed this shell and return to the formless essence of your Higher Self.
Since you were a child you may have felt you had a special purpose or mission.
Each of you was born with a special purpose, a unique role to play that no one else could fill. You have chosen to be at the forefront of the change that is coming, to contribute to building the new forms that will support a superconscious reality.
It is important to believe in your dreams; they are showing you your special purpose. If you haven't yet found your higher purpose, trust that everything you are doing is leading you to this higher path. You will have a greater awareness of what your special purpose is as you continue to grow.
You are ahead of your time.
You are the holders of the vision of what is possible for humanity to accomplish. You may have wondered why you think differently from others, or why you sometimes feel like you don't fit in as well as others. Some of the thoughts and ideas you have that are now uncommon and unusual will be the thoughts that bring about the changes to higher consciousness in years to come. You may be drawn to areas such as ecology, the peace movement, science, technology, psychology, metaphysics, or others that contribute to a new vision for humanity.
Imagine you are walking up a mountain. There are many people in front of you and many people in back of you. Now imagine that the beings ahead of you turn around and send you lines of light, love, and energy, lighting up your path and making your journey easier. You see with increasing clarity where you are going. Your footsteps become more sure. You are able to climb even faster. Now imagine turning around and sending out your light and wisdom to those behind you, broadcasting encouragement and knowledge of the path you have just tread.
One step behind you are hundreds of thousands who are awakening. Remember yourself as you were before you awoke to this path of growth. There are many, many thousands in the world who are at the point of awakening. They may not know yet where to turn or even what information to seek. They are just beginning to question, to listen, and to hear. As you lift the veils and wake up to your path and truth, you will be reaching out to assist them, and they in turn will be reaching out to others.
Humanity is in the process of making an evolutionary leap.
Your energy bodies are evolving; you are gaining a spiritual shimmer and new energies in your aura as you grow spiritually. Because the new human will have a body of light that is able to vibrate at a higher frequency and radiate light, you, your children, and your grandchildren will bring with them a transformation of consciousness beyond anything you can now imagine.
What you struggle so intently with now-to be more loving, to believe in yourself, to forgive, to have compassion, and to release pain and negativity-will be easier in future times as human energy systems become more evolved. Humanity will have a more fully formed body of light and will become a radiating source of light.
You are not on earth because you are too "low" to live in the higher dimensions. Your Higher Self has sent a part of itself-you-into this dimension to learn more about Its consciousness as expressed in a world of form and matter. Trust that you are here right now because it is the best place for you and offers you the most opportunity to evolve. As you grow and expand, your Higher Self grows and expands. Love your humanity as well as your divinity. What you experience in your daily life-the challenges, feelings, and relationships-are the very things you came to learn from.
The feelings and thoughts you have-all your humanness-offer you a rich and wonderful opportunity to grow and become a source of light to others. As you become more filled with light you assist humanity in reaching "critical mass." When enough people can hold and radiate a larger amount of light, everyone together will take a quantum leap and reach a new evolutionary phase. As more people expand, everyone will find it easier to be their Higher Selves and reach enlightenment. As more people learn to hold and radiate more light, it will be possible for many others to reach their full potential in this lifetime.
~ Orin and Daben via Sanaya Roman & Duane Packer
excerpt from Spiritual Growth
"we r being pulled through the negative to the positive". oh woes me life is hard.. i lament i feel.. (what the fuck r u looking at u rock, get of this page i can feel u) .. but remain seeing the positive of situations rather than the negative only, and it is asif a fast track occurs. less informative perhaps as when u depress down u depress down or waver into information and complexity. but nice non the less.
Ben Couwenberg essentially we r being pulled from this more complex state future via the light body which can superposition remember, so the EYE downloads the future. via the STAR beings! STAR; Super Toroidal Axiom Reverberators, what axioms r they reverberating? well the future attractions.
You; (the still single light) The higher being that occupies your bodies sensed stored electrical waves, makes the millions of different consciousnesses (sensed stored electrical waves) in your body work together as one being.
the sensed stored electrical waves are not the higher light bhody and must be overcome in order to astral travel or transcend these data streams of sensed stored electrical wave modality.
RE som clarity: Jungian Theory: "The Jungian Theory is based on C.G. Jung's
theory that we are in constant evolution and that our chromosomes
evolve so that we can adapt and become a higher being." This is
"Tools" version of this theory expressed in Forty Six & 2...
http://youtu.be/OufK0647p1U
You; (the still single light) The higher being that occupies your bodies sensed stored electrical waves, makes the millions of different consciousnesses (sensed stored electrical waves) in your body work together as one being.
the sensed stored electrical waves are not the higher light bhody and must be overcome in order to astral travel or transcend these data streams of sensed stored electrical wave modality.
RE som clarity: Jungian Theory: "The Jungian Theory is based on C.G. Jung's
theory that we are in constant evolution and that our chromosomes
evolve so that we can adapt and become a higher being." This is
"Tools" version of this theory expressed in Forty Six & 2...
http://youtu.be/OufK0647p1U
Like i said we r being pulled through the negative to the positive
yes miss magikal, i agree, you cant see past concresent unification points (mini genesis singularis's, it appears 2012 was some grand gen sing cycle~being sucked from the future) you cant see over the event horizon (the concresent unification point) so to speak untill you get there, so hence "only when we blend our light only then will we know how bright"~miss magikal
yes miss magikal, i agree, you cant see past concresent unification points (mini genesis singularis's, it appears 2012 was some grand gen sing cycle~being sucked from the future) you cant see over the event horizon (the concresent unification point) so to speak untill you get there, so hence "only when we blend our light only then will we know how bright"~miss magikal
ben couwenberg:
u r embedded in endless cycles
so many stars
so many cycles
u r dirigible (guided) listen to me
not the other way around; earth being dirigible to your egos wishes..
dont be a fool !!!!! u dont change the way! the way changes u!
guided
dirigible
cosmic crown receiver etc open an receptive.. be..
u r being pulled from the future via the EYE.
but u r guided by the EYE.. your future.. your codes r downloaded there..
u r embedded in endless cycles
so many stars
so many cycles
u r dirigible (guided) listen to me
not the other way around; earth being dirigible to your egos wishes..
dont be a fool !!!!! u dont change the way! the way changes u!
guided
dirigible
cosmic crown receiver etc open an receptive.. be..
u r being pulled from the future via the EYE.
but u r guided by the EYE.. your future.. your codes r downloaded there..
follow the yellow brick road (golden aura white center light body inclination)
u r being pulled from the future via the EYE.
but u r guided by the EYE.. your future.. your codes r downloaded there..
Trust yourself <3
~benjamin couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com
(yellow brick rd from wizard of oz movie youknow? because the golden rainbow path is so magikal <3 it is synonymous ish to that movie with 'characters' lolz seemingly u notice a plot(s) mm seeing)
mm disappear into love indeed <3 (see relevancy to forward backward asymptoty concresing model? at the concresent pinnacles it is into love surrender)
“Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realize that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.”
― Eckhart Tolle. ♥
i once said "yeh dont worry for me ill be what ill be all is as it should be, consciousness becoming.."
“Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realize that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.”
― Eckhart Tolle. ♥
i once said "yeh dont worry for me ill be what ill be all is as it should be, consciousness becoming.."
i remember
yrs ago riding my motor bike trail bike round the valley of the tweed north NSW australia ..real nice here..natural
and i ran into hippies in the bushes at byron bay!
and i stopped and was stoked, and the guy come over to me and said whatsup and i said what r u doing and he said camping on queeens land
and i said good on you as fuck
haha
thats the way (the way which can be told of is not an unvarying way but it does lie along the edges and follows a yellow brick road).. i said why what? and he said yeh cuz its the queens land but fuck that its our land we were born here
and what that stinking hippie said to me really stuck with me....
i was born here and i even know its not my land so how a lady from over the seas say she own it. ~black magic thats how, and as we know all is of the lighted pathway the rest is mere negative pull-through along the way which recedes or fleets of into darkness and games no longer played piles. "we r being pulled through the negative to the positive" that is the summarization of the dance of creation via polarity in unity of expanding loving oneness and increasing complexity creativity consciousness through incremental increase of telepathic alignment (meaning concresence); that is the future attracts what u see with your eyes, that is your EYE, attracts what u see with ur EYES and it is indeed a case of NO LESS THAN collective evolution of subset mas mind articulates connected as one being manifesting the greatest river flow of light that there could be(according to the parameters of this universe, n remember thats seems from my direct experience to be pi-polar phenomenas/neunomenas). ~dont be fooled by the field of illusion or light
there is no across the rainbow, the rainbow is you upon the pinnacle precicpes that is the genesis singularis and the angels birthing engaia. the rainbow bridge is manifest in the hue_man and wowman as a suspended magnetic bridge between brain hemispheres, here lies the alchemical gold of the philosphers stone; the liquid living light stone handed over to thee by the madre alone, only the goddess decides, and its all her since the father is shun through her. u r both, the amalgaman.
~benjamin couwenberg 19/12/2013
addenduming comments..
Ben Couwenberg has to be re written there is an across the rainbow
Ben Couwenberg so it looks and feels like to me, that i am falling forwards into my EYE, (and yes i dream awake literally, at the end of the cycle called history) yet falling backwards to a beginning, this is the forward backward asymtptoty of reality that i see, and was shown 6 months in a vision before i even saw terrence mckenna say he too thought we r pulled from the future, and his theory gave me ground!! to walk on here (this idea this notion this model of reality) !
Ben Couwenberg just as science i can see slowly tryna integrate mutlidimensionality into their science theories such as ranbow universe theory of infinite no beginning multiwave universe i posted recently(all round science page on consciousazine) , i see they will have to stear also tward the forward backward asymptoty model. as there is no escaping reality no matter how much a baby boomer or echo boomer tries to censor it.
yrs ago riding my motor bike trail bike round the valley of the tweed north NSW australia ..real nice here..natural
and i ran into hippies in the bushes at byron bay!
and i stopped and was stoked, and the guy come over to me and said whatsup and i said what r u doing and he said camping on queeens land
and i said good on you as fuck
haha
thats the way (the way which can be told of is not an unvarying way but it does lie along the edges and follows a yellow brick road).. i said why what? and he said yeh cuz its the queens land but fuck that its our land we were born here
and what that stinking hippie said to me really stuck with me....
i was born here and i even know its not my land so how a lady from over the seas say she own it. ~black magic thats how, and as we know all is of the lighted pathway the rest is mere negative pull-through along the way which recedes or fleets of into darkness and games no longer played piles. "we r being pulled through the negative to the positive" that is the summarization of the dance of creation via polarity in unity of expanding loving oneness and increasing complexity creativity consciousness through incremental increase of telepathic alignment (meaning concresence); that is the future attracts what u see with your eyes, that is your EYE, attracts what u see with ur EYES and it is indeed a case of NO LESS THAN collective evolution of subset mas mind articulates connected as one being manifesting the greatest river flow of light that there could be(according to the parameters of this universe, n remember thats seems from my direct experience to be pi-polar phenomenas/neunomenas). ~dont be fooled by the field of illusion or light
there is no across the rainbow, the rainbow is you upon the pinnacle precicpes that is the genesis singularis and the angels birthing engaia. the rainbow bridge is manifest in the hue_man and wowman as a suspended magnetic bridge between brain hemispheres, here lies the alchemical gold of the philosphers stone; the liquid living light stone handed over to thee by the madre alone, only the goddess decides, and its all her since the father is shun through her. u r both, the amalgaman.
~benjamin couwenberg 19/12/2013
addenduming comments..
Ben Couwenberg has to be re written there is an across the rainbow
Ben Couwenberg so it looks and feels like to me, that i am falling forwards into my EYE, (and yes i dream awake literally, at the end of the cycle called history) yet falling backwards to a beginning, this is the forward backward asymtptoty of reality that i see, and was shown 6 months in a vision before i even saw terrence mckenna say he too thought we r pulled from the future, and his theory gave me ground!! to walk on here (this idea this notion this model of reality) !
Ben Couwenberg just as science i can see slowly tryna integrate mutlidimensionality into their science theories such as ranbow universe theory of infinite no beginning multiwave universe i posted recently(all round science page on consciousazine) , i see they will have to stear also tward the forward backward asymptoty model. as there is no escaping reality no matter how much a baby boomer or echo boomer tries to censor it.
Ben CouwenbergRespect/ more and more i can see that more and more can see me.
(my ego says fucken finally, my ID say its just good to see..)
youknow the other day i was talking along and then i realized the person could see me, and i was like wait what ? u can see me!?
~;) (thats a 'namaste wink')
p.s. it is not a physical seeing at all.. it is a linguistic seeing, remember it is all made of language; anything u see both physically phenomicly or nuenomonously. So they are seeing A. an zeitgeist (a sign of time(s)) or a zeitgeistial moment which means they r seeing a whitehead point (essentially u can say a seeing god moment or seeing gods hand~remember god is the end state ideal or the consciousness at the end of all the sensed stored electrical waves) :: B. it is a namaste and in lakesh moment (realization of the etched nature out of the same light field)
Ben Couwenberg there is something to this post eschatonal world that is intriguing.. it might just be enough to keep me here and spirited.. hmm.. this is what was meant by terrence mckenna saying u cant see over the event horizen (black hole analogy) until your there at 2012 (a grandios white head point)
I strongly believe 2012 phenomena can go some way to explaining or deciphering what is, a white head point? how does? time work.. what is.. god..
Etc. Therefore it warrants looking into.. and then i suppose u would want to look much closely at this time wave zero of terrence mckennas uncovering. ~message to the future of the lower realities from the higher future realities ~benjamin couwenberg.
(my ego says fucken finally, my ID say its just good to see..)
youknow the other day i was talking along and then i realized the person could see me, and i was like wait what ? u can see me!?
~;) (thats a 'namaste wink')
p.s. it is not a physical seeing at all.. it is a linguistic seeing, remember it is all made of language; anything u see both physically phenomicly or nuenomonously. So they are seeing A. an zeitgeist (a sign of time(s)) or a zeitgeistial moment which means they r seeing a whitehead point (essentially u can say a seeing god moment or seeing gods hand~remember god is the end state ideal or the consciousness at the end of all the sensed stored electrical waves) :: B. it is a namaste and in lakesh moment (realization of the etched nature out of the same light field)
Ben Couwenberg there is something to this post eschatonal world that is intriguing.. it might just be enough to keep me here and spirited.. hmm.. this is what was meant by terrence mckenna saying u cant see over the event horizen (black hole analogy) until your there at 2012 (a grandios white head point)
I strongly believe 2012 phenomena can go some way to explaining or deciphering what is, a white head point? how does? time work.. what is.. god..
Etc. Therefore it warrants looking into.. and then i suppose u would want to look much closely at this time wave zero of terrence mckennas uncovering. ~message to the future of the lower realities from the higher future realities ~benjamin couwenberg.
even though they dont know it.. of the black alliance..
we have already won.. there can be no other way.. the universal flow is not for a denser more separated fenced off light less hope less slower darker world, reality really bodes for expansive loving oneness, u r not meant to look at the illusion in the now but see the light at the end of the tunnel, all shamans everywhere know this, because that is where they stand, at the end. i can tell u of the end, the end is only miraculous its stunning amazing and psychedelic and odd 'how can it be, it cried to itself' it answered its own question whilst asking it.. it is because it is even if that is stranger than u can suppose. its a mystery, as all comes from the plenum and mysteriously disappears back across that nexus. it is true that there is another side, but only can it be found through the search for the alignment... where is the way.. where is the way.. oh there it is along side what is true, again this shows me sailing in an ocean of particles beholds no un varying, it is all varying all the time in polarity, the way that can be spoken of, stranger than u can suppose, the more u remember me the weirder i am it cried. it will never know itself because there's no self. all is one is exemplified in this not thrown by the waist side. there is no single central self, only expanding oneness or subjectivity multiplicity, its why when u look over the other side u dont just see a white dot or a black void, there's always something, then something else, you wont stop trans-versing, infinity is exemplified there not thrown by the waist side. so u of the dark variety who cannot see just let go or tear away the ego the fictitious hypertextualized image of the end state, the ego see's itself as the center of the universe thats is why it is an image of the end state ideal known as god. But it is not god because it is not the end state, remember there can not be an end state to infinity or an varying way. trying to find the center but never can, doomed to multiple ecstasy rather monotone boredom .. what a fate , this is why u can not ultimately conquer us all if u r an elite, this is why u cannot ultimately achieve immortality via wealth. and it is also why there is an idea of re-incarnation, u cant expect no resistance ever, always there will be resistance; resistance is a core inbuilt quality or disorderly order inbuilt universaly, write only data as it is future bounded, read only data is what u see now if u think that concrete (picture attached) will last. write only data is like light/truth (resistance) and read only data is like dark/illusion (assistance). Now why does resistance aptly fit there next to truth n light? and assistance next to dark illusion? because i dont know if u noticed but the dark is always there before the light.. (yet in the 'end' the light always come through there resisting the comfortable dark state , onward to growth or expanding) ~ we r being pulled through the negative to the positive, this is an asymptotic ascent of reality.
we have already won.. there can be no other way.. the universal flow is not for a denser more separated fenced off light less hope less slower darker world, reality really bodes for expansive loving oneness, u r not meant to look at the illusion in the now but see the light at the end of the tunnel, all shamans everywhere know this, because that is where they stand, at the end. i can tell u of the end, the end is only miraculous its stunning amazing and psychedelic and odd 'how can it be, it cried to itself' it answered its own question whilst asking it.. it is because it is even if that is stranger than u can suppose. its a mystery, as all comes from the plenum and mysteriously disappears back across that nexus. it is true that there is another side, but only can it be found through the search for the alignment... where is the way.. where is the way.. oh there it is along side what is true, again this shows me sailing in an ocean of particles beholds no un varying, it is all varying all the time in polarity, the way that can be spoken of, stranger than u can suppose, the more u remember me the weirder i am it cried. it will never know itself because there's no self. all is one is exemplified in this not thrown by the waist side. there is no single central self, only expanding oneness or subjectivity multiplicity, its why when u look over the other side u dont just see a white dot or a black void, there's always something, then something else, you wont stop trans-versing, infinity is exemplified there not thrown by the waist side. so u of the dark variety who cannot see just let go or tear away the ego the fictitious hypertextualized image of the end state, the ego see's itself as the center of the universe thats is why it is an image of the end state ideal known as god. But it is not god because it is not the end state, remember there can not be an end state to infinity or an varying way. trying to find the center but never can, doomed to multiple ecstasy rather monotone boredom .. what a fate , this is why u can not ultimately conquer us all if u r an elite, this is why u cannot ultimately achieve immortality via wealth. and it is also why there is an idea of re-incarnation, u cant expect no resistance ever, always there will be resistance; resistance is a core inbuilt quality or disorderly order inbuilt universaly, write only data as it is future bounded, read only data is what u see now if u think that concrete (picture attached) will last. write only data is like light/truth (resistance) and read only data is like dark/illusion (assistance). Now why does resistance aptly fit there next to truth n light? and assistance next to dark illusion? because i dont know if u noticed but the dark is always there before the light.. (yet in the 'end' the light always come through there resisting the comfortable dark state , onward to growth or expanding) ~ we r being pulled through the negative to the positive, this is an asymptotic ascent of reality.
Ben Couwenberg grace seems to be given when u let go
sooo... does this mean theres some undercurrent that just is grace ?
Grace; 1. smoothness and elegance of movement. 2.courteous good will.
sooo... does this mean theres some undercurrent that just is grace ?
Grace; 1. smoothness and elegance of movement. 2.courteous good will.
"When we become aware that the only reality is Oneness and that we are that Oneness, our hearts fill with joy and every fiber of our being is full of Love. And it is then that the darkness that still lurks within us is illuminated by the intense light that we embody: everything that separates us from the Oneness manifests in order to be recognized and released." From our book We Are Human Angels