For the most part, this is where it all began... this sort of pre-dates www.consciousazine.com (consciousazine1)....
http://web.archive.org/web/20160405233527/http://www.consciousazine.com/the-dream-and-the-stone.html
it was a rough time, iv chosen not to edit it out. ~realE.T (phonetic speech my friends... reality, dont censor it-fight against the flow-the 5th way)
(however i add little updates from time to time, i do kind of want to complete the notes make them more complete, not sure if ill have time, or use it as a storage dump)
People truly don't understand that they can attain this same level of understanding by simply using reason, critical thought, basic research and analyzing the interconnectivity of abstract ideas. People who study Philosophy, Metaphysics, and Linguistics would understand what he's saying. This man is giving you raw insight. Not everything can be empirically validated.
For example we can't touch,taste, smell, hear, or see Love. But we know it exists without Empirical evidence.
The above is an adobe flash animation i made, I have studied at the end of my degree 16 IT subjects, this above animation i made very quickly in adobe flash, i can do more complex stuff, its object orientated programming so i can make objects on screen do things. If you have a website, contact me if you wish me to make your website more interactive, the above adobe flash and associated programming language java script i learned in IMAD1-IMAD2 -Interactive Multimedia Applications Development. ( you can even make a whole website out of flash, code objects to do things, have multilayered multi embedded animations. including buttons and links etc)
Ben Couwenberg darkness seems to make a structure for light to navigate the way back to love.
"What the black alliance pressing on the main light worker indigo of any age, dont realize is... :) 'pressure is required to make a diamond' ;) hence the jokes on them. They befool thyselves."~benjamin couwenberg 2016 |
but you know the rule veronica zumpano my friend, for every silly act on the vide0 = 10 new words you must learn, 5 new philosophies you must invocate
so that, the ones of the light are seen in their multidimensional beauty as NOT FITTING IN.
so the future they know conforming is wrong, they will pick this up from your lifes magnus opus just telepathically. and then the kids are saved. ~benjamin couwenberg 2014
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hi under construction i am. Like yoda i speak. Bens personal Corpus (body of work) as opposed to Consciousazine.com (you love my bad grammer! eheh.. look i study full time IT subjects! tis hard eh! so one day i will fix up all typos errors and grammer etc in consciousazine and here and the other sub domain branches off of the main tree website consciousazine.com )
[Occupy Ben´s note]
^ haha which smart ass wrote that !
NOBODY EDIT MY NOTES please.
(CONSCIOUSAZINE MEMBERS)
"How easy is it to explain to people that the collective consciousness of their reality is cancerous and filled with mental and spiritual parasites? You have to be the ‘bad’ guy who dares to speak the ugly truth that no one wants to hear. You have to be the shadow and the fool who is trying to walk between polarities and balance on the rope that connects the two pillars and you have to be ready to fall by the left or by the right wind and then stand up again and go through the same process until you will accomplish your task and you may even become obsessed with your mission and walk between reason and madness."~someone said
MY notes are not novels or complete references, they are notes, with eclectizations of links/informations of certain subject areas and essentially mostly all link together.(mirrored continuities of history or the revolution? and so henceforth and so furthermore on, therefore it is hitherto expected from you it is to be able to not take offense of the ego but read and pick the many fruits of this WebIndexes vineyards.
not all my notes are up here yet, sorry. i will put them all up within the next short while. ( in other words they currently are very "hole ish" , but a great start)
Like all my writings- always updated-always refined.
*Throughout all my notes, firstly i note down 'dots' (dot connectives) or points. There are barely any yet scholarly references articles (such as the 102 peer reviewed journal entries in my cannabis note), these will be added later not to begin with. I realize the negations of this as i may spuriorize information or note spurious information, however i see negations in placing these down first also, such as the rigidity, i am working novely, rigid conventional empirical informations can sometimes stem the flow of an imaginative path for me so i cannot allow this as the end result will be neutered- undeveloped or imperfectly developed ideas.
Therefore i see it for myself and MY WORK it is more benifical for me to start broad (all NEW information i come across, whether perfectly edited or not) then narrow (using narrow in the context of more rigid pragmasized empirical peer reviewed articles/informations). AND indeed i will SCOUR! academically correct material as i will be studying at uni for a long long time ;) its only been 4 years and i have not graduated my first degree yet, lots more to come out of me and my angle/angel.
"Since all state phaze changes occur via the individual first and group decisions come later, in any and all systems. It makes sense that thus to be revolutionary means to chase down the individuals of the current revolution rather than scouring endless peer reviewed articles. This would asymptote one quicker to the novelty." ~benjamin couwenberg 2016 compressed eschatonal revolution.
I write really fast, many of these are not gone back over, say i will at university go over my writings, and always correct and better wording grammar etc etc ad more info etc. so i seem to write these as just ..u guessed it notes.. whenever i go back over them i can always structure them better and change sentence and words etc. look at the key points, the connections, the central messages, the links more than my words sometimes.. they are NOTES not novels.
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erg its unfortunate the people u want to do this dont even know the meaning of paradigm... lol its a lost cause i think sometimes O.o haha
a paradigm is like a way of doing something, a model, we are creators, we build models of the world and so i think its time for massssive 'quantum leep' (immeasurable) proportions meta-paradigm polarity shifts. Yes so from surface to transcendental underworld.
BTW the real blue pill out of this matrix on earth is the psilocybe cubensis, (aha woops got the whole red blue pill thing mixed up, or did the movie..... never the less the psilocybe mushrooms out you from the matrix)
will you people cut the shit ! truth is not always nice! when you fall off skateboard and scrape elbow. that was truth! was it nice? was it polite? If you fall of skateboard you learn what happens, and what naturally happens is truth. 1 you learn you fall and you can hurt yourself 2 you learn when you do something silly on your skateboard you may fall , these are truths ! but was it the definition of nice and polite and compassionate? seems it was the opposite brutally uncaring about anything but the truth,~benjamin couwenberg has to give baby examples to baby minds.FUCK THAT you ridiculous morals and conformed standards, wake the fuck up!
"Truly enlightened beings dont do this and that huh? you know what truly enlightened beings do? we sit here and laugh while you tell us we cant do anything."~benjamin couwenberg
a paradigm is like a way of doing something, a model, we are creators, we build models of the world and so i think its time for massssive 'quantum leep' (immeasurable) proportions meta-paradigm polarity shifts. Yes so from surface to transcendental underworld.
BTW the real blue pill out of this matrix on earth is the psilocybe cubensis, (aha woops got the whole red blue pill thing mixed up, or did the movie..... never the less the psilocybe mushrooms out you from the matrix)
will you people cut the shit ! truth is not always nice! when you fall off skateboard and scrape elbow. that was truth! was it nice? was it polite? If you fall of skateboard you learn what happens, and what naturally happens is truth. 1 you learn you fall and you can hurt yourself 2 you learn when you do something silly on your skateboard you may fall , these are truths ! but was it the definition of nice and polite and compassionate? seems it was the opposite brutally uncaring about anything but the truth,~benjamin couwenberg has to give baby examples to baby minds.FUCK THAT you ridiculous morals and conformed standards, wake the fuck up!
"Truly enlightened beings dont do this and that huh? you know what truly enlightened beings do? we sit here and laugh while you tell us we cant do anything."~benjamin couwenberg
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Ben Couwenberg im never hating on people dudes im extrapolating what i can see. notice i dont talk on stuff i dont know shit about like say ballet.. debate leads to better understanding this is why i believe argument is healthy. people offended so easy.. and so dumb too? as soon as i mention buddhists in a brutal truth (which u interpret like a simplton in a negative way u idiots) manner everybody is suddenly like 'ben whos side r u on! ... hahhahaha u fuckwits ! whose side do u think jesus christ ~ truth side morons truth side !
~no more rons
Ben Couwenberg surround yourself with every tom dick and harry. u will become every tom DICK and harry(surface virus assimilation notion http://bensnotes.weebly.com/note-56-soul-less-humans---anthropoids-not-hue_mans.html). same as u r not separate from your sick society unless u separate yourself.
~no more rons
Ben Couwenberg surround yourself with every tom dick and harry. u will become every tom DICK and harry(surface virus assimilation notion http://bensnotes.weebly.com/note-56-soul-less-humans---anthropoids-not-hue_mans.html). same as u r not separate from your sick society unless u separate yourself.
'the meek shall inherit the earth' was right. i now know more food foraging knowledge than any of my friends who had jobs during the eschaton as part of the society. or planet earth empire. the black alliance.. deviod of light which is information. anyway, i was homeless for 4 years creating consciousazine productions. so please do donate and give to me. thankyou. Or dont.. and see what happens next life you id^.
As you examine each of the rules you've been living by, ask yourself:
—Is this rule something that others have devised on behalf of "society" to restrain individuals? Or have I devised it in order to make my life better for myself?
—Am I acting by an old, just-happens-to-be-there morality? Or is it something I've personally determined from the knowledge of who I am and what I want?
—Are the rewards and punishments attached to the rules vague and intangible?
Or do the rules point to specific happiness I can achieve or unhappiness I can avoid?
—Is it a morality I've accepted because "someone undoubtedly knows the reason for it"? Or is it one I've created because I know the reason for it?
How I Found Freedom In An Unfree World: A Handbook for Personal Liberty - Harry Browne
—Is it a morality that's currently "in style" and accepted by all those around me? Or is it a morality specifically tailored to my style?
—Is it a morality that's aimed at me and against my self-interest? Or is it a morality that's
for me and comes from me?
All the answers must come from you—not from a book or a lecture or a sermon. To assume that someone once wrote down the final answers for your morality is to
assume that the writer stopped growing the day he wrote the code. Don't treat him unfairly by thinking that he couldn't have discovered more and increased his own
understanding after he'd written the code. And don't forget that what he wrote was based upon what
he
saw.
Be mindful of the things you say to yourself and think about of yourself, your not broken, weak, frail,unwanted,nope not at all.If you wanted to be defined and put in a box of someone elses opinion.Nope not at all, because you'r not meant for a label, a definition, a explanation, you'r free, you'r unique, your beautiful, and unfiltered, your roots are deep,as your heart is open, that dancing spirit which is inspiring your change, your determination to one day share that love and embody it.
—Is this rule something that others have devised on behalf of "society" to restrain individuals? Or have I devised it in order to make my life better for myself?
—Am I acting by an old, just-happens-to-be-there morality? Or is it something I've personally determined from the knowledge of who I am and what I want?
—Are the rewards and punishments attached to the rules vague and intangible?
Or do the rules point to specific happiness I can achieve or unhappiness I can avoid?
—Is it a morality I've accepted because "someone undoubtedly knows the reason for it"? Or is it one I've created because I know the reason for it?
How I Found Freedom In An Unfree World: A Handbook for Personal Liberty - Harry Browne
—Is it a morality that's currently "in style" and accepted by all those around me? Or is it a morality specifically tailored to my style?
—Is it a morality that's aimed at me and against my self-interest? Or is it a morality that's
for me and comes from me?
All the answers must come from you—not from a book or a lecture or a sermon. To assume that someone once wrote down the final answers for your morality is to
assume that the writer stopped growing the day he wrote the code. Don't treat him unfairly by thinking that he couldn't have discovered more and increased his own
understanding after he'd written the code. And don't forget that what he wrote was based upon what
he
saw.
Be mindful of the things you say to yourself and think about of yourself, your not broken, weak, frail,unwanted,nope not at all.If you wanted to be defined and put in a box of someone elses opinion.Nope not at all, because you'r not meant for a label, a definition, a explanation, you'r free, you'r unique, your beautiful, and unfiltered, your roots are deep,as your heart is open, that dancing spirit which is inspiring your change, your determination to one day share that love and embody it.
When a mirror is whole you see one image reflecting back at you ...when a mirror is broken dropped into a 1000 pieces ...what happens ?
Now there are 1000 images of the same ...that's how the divine is ...the whole comes through many parts of the same mirror !
See yourselves as you are ...
Jasmine Spahic
May your heart light shine brightly and your heart be and beat outside of your body in ecstasy. :) ~the only love there is, one love. -benjamin couwenberg