For the most part, this is where it all began... this sort of pre-dates www.consciousazine.com (consciousazine1)....
it was a rough time, iv chosen not to edit it out. ~realE.T (phonetic speech my friends... reality, dont censor it-fight against the flow-the 5th way)
(however i add little updates from time to time, i do kind of want to complete the notes make them more complete, not sure if ill have time, or use it as a storage dump)
it was a rough time, iv chosen not to edit it out. ~realE.T (phonetic speech my friends... reality, dont censor it-fight against the flow-the 5th way)
(however i add little updates from time to time, i do kind of want to complete the notes make them more complete, not sure if ill have time, or use it as a storage dump)
The above is an adobe flash animation i made, I have studied at the end of my degree 16 IT subjects, this above animation i made very quickly in adobe flash, i can do more complex stuff, its object orientated programming so i can make objects on screen do things. If you have a website, contact me if you wish me to make your website more interactive, the above adobe flash and associated programming language java script i learned in IMAD1-IMAD2 -Interactive Multimedia Applications Development. ( you can even make a whole website out of flash, code objects to do things, have multilayered multi embedded animations. including buttons and links etc)
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hahahaha my struggle !!!!!!! hahaha www.consciousazine.com
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but you know the rule veronica zumpano my friend, for every silly act on the vide0 = 10 new words you must learn, 5 new philosophies you must invocate
so that, the ones of the light are seen in their multidimensional beauty as NOT FITTING IN.
so the future they know conforming is wrong, they will pick this up from your lifes magnus opus just telepathically. and then the kids are saved. ~benjamin couwenberg 2014
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hi under construction i am. Like yoda i speak. Bens personal Corpus (body of work) as opposed to Consciousazine.com (you love my bad grammer! eheh.. look i study full time IT subjects! tis hard eh! so one day i will fix up all typos errors and grammer etc in consciousazine and here and the other sub domain branches off of the main tree website consciousazine.com )
[Occupy Ben´s note]
^ haha which smart ass wrote that !
NOBODY EDIT MY NOTES please.
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"How easy is it to explain to people that the collective consciousness of their reality is cancerous and filled with mental and spiritual parasites? You have to be the ‘bad’ guy who dares to speak the ugly truth that no one wants to hear. You have to be the shadow and the fool who is trying to walk between polarities and balance on the rope that connects the two pillars and you have to be ready to fall by the left or by the right wind and then stand up again and go through the same process until you will accomplish your task and you may even become obsessed with your mission and walk between reason and madness."~someone said
see's one of my resonances here you must
MY notes are not novels or complete references, they are notes, with eclectizations of links/informations of certain subject areas and essentially mostly all link together.(mirrored continuities of history or the revolution? and so henceforth and so furthermore on, therefore it is hitherto expected from you it is to be able to not take offense of the ego but read and pick the many fruits of this WebIndexes vineyards.
not all my notes are up here yet, sorry. i will put them all up within the next short while. ( in other words they currently are very "hole ish" , but a great start)
Like all my writings- always updated-always refined.
*Throughout all my notes, firstly i note down 'dots' (dot connectives) or points. There are barely any yet scholarly references articles (such as the 102 peer reviewed journal entries in my cannabis note), these will be added later not to begin with. I realize the negations of this as i may spuriorize information or note spurious information, however i see negations in placing these down first also, such as the rigidity, i am working novely, rigid conventional empirical informations can sometimes stem the flow of an imaginative path for me so i cannot allow this as the end result will be neutered- undeveloped or imperfectly developed ideas.
Therefore i see it for myself and MY WORK it is more benifical for me to start broad (all NEW information i come across, whether perfectly edited or not) then narrow (using narrow in the context of more rigid pragmasized empirical peer reviewed articles/informations). AND indeed i will SCOUR! academically correct material as i will be studying at uni for a long long time ;) its only been 4 years and i have not graduated my first degree yet, lots more to come out of me and my angle/angel.
"Since all state phaze changes occur via the individual first and group decisions come later, in any and all systems. It makes sense that thus to be revolutionary means to chase down the individuals of the current revolution rather than scouring endless peer reviewed articles. This would asymptote one quicker to the novelty." ~benjamin couwenberg 2016 compressed eschatonal revolution.
I write really fast, many of these are not gone back over, say i will at university go over my writings, and always correct and better wording grammar etc etc ad more info etc. so i seem to write these as just ..u guessed it notes.. whenever i go back over them i can always structure them better and change sentence and words etc. look at the key points, the connections, the central messages, the links more than my words sometimes.. they are NOTES not novels.
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erg its unfortunate the people u want to do this dont even know the meaning of paradigm... lol its a lost cause i think sometimes O.o haha
a paradigm is like a way of doing something, a model, we are creators, we build models of the world and so i think its time for massssive 'quantum leep' (immeasurable) proportions meta-paradigm polarity shifts. Yes so from surface to transcendental underworld.
BTW the real blue pill out of this matrix on earth is the psilocybe cubensis, (aha woops got the whole red blue pill thing mixed up, never the less the psilocybe mushrooms out you from the matrix)
a paradigm is like a way of doing something, a model, we are creators, we build models of the world and so i think its time for massssive 'quantum leep' (immeasurable) proportions meta-paradigm polarity shifts. Yes so from surface to transcendental underworld.
BTW the real blue pill out of this matrix on earth is the psilocybe cubensis, (aha woops got the whole red blue pill thing mixed up, never the less the psilocybe mushrooms out you from the matrix)
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Ben Couwenberg im never hating on people dudes im extrapolating what i can see. notice i dont talk on stuff i dont know shit about like say ballet.. debate leads to better understanding this is why i believe argument is healthy. people offended so easy.. and so dumb too? as soon as i mention buddhists in a brutal truth (which u interpret like a simplton in a negative way u idiots) manner everybody is suddenly like 'ben whos side r u on! ... hahhahaha u fuckwits ! whose side do u think jesus christ ~ truth side morons truth side !
~no more rons
Ben Couwenberg surround yourself with every tom dick and harry. u will become every tom DICK and harry(surface virus assimilation notion http://bensnotes.weebly.com/note-56-soul-less-humans---anthropoids-not-hue_mans.html). same as u r not separate from your sick society unless u separate yourself.
~no more rons
Ben Couwenberg surround yourself with every tom dick and harry. u will become every tom DICK and harry(surface virus assimilation notion http://bensnotes.weebly.com/note-56-soul-less-humans---anthropoids-not-hue_mans.html). same as u r not separate from your sick society unless u separate yourself.
As you examine each of the rules you've been living by, ask yourself:
—Is this rule something that others have devised on behalf of "society" to restrain individuals? Or have I devised it in order to make my life better for myself?
—Am I acting by an old, just-happens-to-be-there morality? Or is it something I've personally determined from the knowledge of who I am and what I want?
—Are the rewards and punishments attached to the rules vague and intangible?
Or do the rules point to specific happiness I can achieve or unhappiness I can avoid?
—Is it a morality I've accepted because "someone undoubtedly knows the reason for it"? Or is it one I've created because I know the reason for it?
How I Found Freedom In An Unfree World: A Handbook for Personal Liberty - Harry Browne
—Is it a morality that's currently "in style" and accepted by all those around me? Or is it a morality specifically tailored to my style?
—Is it a morality that's aimed at me and against my self-interest? Or is it a morality that's
for me and comes from me?
All the answers must come from you—not from a book or a lecture or a sermon. To assume that someone once wrote down the final answers for your morality is to
assume that the writer stopped growing the day he wrote the code. Don't treat him unfairly by thinking that he couldn't have discovered more and increased his own
understanding after he'd written the code. And don't forget that what he wrote was based upon what
he
saw.
—Is this rule something that others have devised on behalf of "society" to restrain individuals? Or have I devised it in order to make my life better for myself?
—Am I acting by an old, just-happens-to-be-there morality? Or is it something I've personally determined from the knowledge of who I am and what I want?
—Are the rewards and punishments attached to the rules vague and intangible?
Or do the rules point to specific happiness I can achieve or unhappiness I can avoid?
—Is it a morality I've accepted because "someone undoubtedly knows the reason for it"? Or is it one I've created because I know the reason for it?
How I Found Freedom In An Unfree World: A Handbook for Personal Liberty - Harry Browne
—Is it a morality that's currently "in style" and accepted by all those around me? Or is it a morality specifically tailored to my style?
—Is it a morality that's aimed at me and against my self-interest? Or is it a morality that's
for me and comes from me?
All the answers must come from you—not from a book or a lecture or a sermon. To assume that someone once wrote down the final answers for your morality is to
assume that the writer stopped growing the day he wrote the code. Don't treat him unfairly by thinking that he couldn't have discovered more and increased his own
understanding after he'd written the code. And don't forget that what he wrote was based upon what
he
saw.
im a reality bender ~benjamin couwenberg site creator www.consciousazine.com productions
May your heart light shine brightly and your heart be and beat outside of your body in ecstasy. :) ~the only love there is, one love. -benjamin couwenberg
